The 'i still love you' letters

Dear Harry,

I need to get away. I'm sorry that i'm moving on, i can't be with you anymore. 

its bad enough that you cheated on me with that chick at the bar. yes

i know that you cheated on me, you should thank your fans for that one.

but that's okay, i don't care anymore. i am saying good bye forever Harry.

Nothing is gonna change my mind to comeing back to you. I hope you understand.

I am leaving Tuesday Morning, for the best don't call me or i'll change my number, 

please don't text me, or call my friends to get information through. Please Harry this is 

for the best. Good Bye forever, 

Love 

                                        Jule xox

i quickly sealed the letter into the package and through it into the mail box before i could ever change my mind about that letter.  i   could never forgive harry for what he has done to me. He left me for 6 months, alone, sad, miserable and depressed. And in those 6 months he has been cheating on me with some sick  chick he met at the bar when he was drunk. i hated him for that. i thanked his fan on twitter for telling me and showing me proof. they kissed and it showed up in a magazine that was sent to my house. I called harry that night and he denied everything of course. Not surprising to tell you the truth.

I took a deep breath before  getting all my bags ready for my trip, more like moving to America really. it was hard for to move on, but i knew it had to be done. So i would never have to see harry again. 

i went upstairs into my room, the last night sleeping in my bed, last night being here in London. Last night i will ever, ever remember Harry, hopefully. i climbed in bed and hung onto my pillow tightly. i started to remember all the fun and good times we shared together. i began to feel guilt build inside of me for leaving the country just to get away. Maybe i should stay and just forget about harry, but i already payed for my ticket to America. i am just so confused right now. 

that morning as i woke to my alarm clock screaming at me, i got up and took a shower and got ready for my big move. before i left i checked my mail box to see what i got. i opened it up and saw a small envelope listed my name, Jule 

i did not know if i should even open it, let alone read the letter. I knew it was from harry, and i asked him to not contact me. My head told me not to read it but i as learning to listen to my heart and my heart took control of my body and ripped the envelope open. i unfolded the lined paper that seemed to be ripped out of a bote book, and began to read the written letters.

Jule,

I am sorry that i did that to you and lied over the phone too.

I'm sorry that you feel that way and you are moving 

because of me. I know that i messed up badly and i'm so sorry for that. 

i don't know what else to say other than i'm sorry.

Please Jule i love you so much and don't want you to move on and 

totaly forget about me, i need you Jule.

Too much to let you go.