The 'i still love you' letters

I Will Forever Love Only You

i waited for along time for a letter back from harry. i sighed at the thought that tomorrow would be two months with out seeing Harry or even getting a letter back from him either. i tried to think of other things but no matter what i thought of, it would always trace back to him. I laid on my bed just staring at the ceiling waiting for the mail to come. it felt as if it was taking days for it to come. so i decided to put some music on. it ended up me getting ready for a big party my best friend Angie was having at her house tonight. i wore a pick long sleep shirt, when i raised my arms it would slightly show my stomach, i wore tight dark navy blue jeans and pink high tops. As music blasted through my phone connected to my radio, i was making finishing touches on my eye liner and eye shadow. i heard the door bell rang and grabbed my purse and opened the door,

"hey Angie!" i smiled closing the door as we ran to her car. we blasted more music while going to the party.

"so hows harry?" she asked smirking.

"how do you know?" i chuckled. she rolled her eyes keeping them on the road.

"everyone knows, but how is he?!" she smiled as we pulled into her drive way see a few cars already there. i sighed at the thought at him.

"hes fine its not like were dating or anything though" i replied trying to keep the sadness out of my voice. i sorta wished we were back together now. its like a part of me would die without him in my life.

"well i defiantly think you should be together again, but lets just go party right now!" she changed the subject thankfully. we walked into their house, already adjusted to the new blasting music and every minute more groups of people walked through the door. i leaned against the wall drinking some Pepsi not being a big drinker. All at once i saw him, coming towards me with a different kinda perfect smile. its was not Harry's perfect smile....

Harry's POV

i got off tour and Finlay had time to write back. I decided sense i had a few weeks off to surprise Jule at her door step.i wrote the letter and then drove her to her house. i saw no car in the drive way, so i figured it was in the garage. i ran up to her doorstep and knocked the door bell. i ran my hair through my hair and waited a little. there was no answer to a knocked a bit again. i looked through the windows to see if anyone was coming. all i saw was her cat walk passed the hall way. i sighed and sadly went back to my car. i sat in the drivers seat for a long time thinking of where she could be. i drove around and checked the coffee shop, Star Bucks. i parked and brought in the letter with me that i shoved in my jacket pocket just in case she was there. i walked in and looked around. I went up and ordered a coffee. i kept looking around for her, i saw nothing. i sighed and walked back out to my car. i started to question myself.       does she really love me? why am i doing this? she must be with another guy. Maybe she's back home, no she's  at 'His' house.   i pulled out of the parking lot and drove away not knowing where i was going but then i realized i was driving her Jule's house. it was now almost midnight.i saw her car there now and two figures running inside her house. i watched as on window turned to light.  i left before i could see anymore. i felt like getting sick seeing her with another boy other than me. i sped out of the drive way and found myself a hotel to stay at. all night i could not sleep. i imagined what they could be doing together. I want that to be me. i want her to love me. i suddenly realized it was my fault all this happened. if i would of not cheated on Jule,if i wrote back quick enough. I should of treated her like she was my everything. i treated her like trash, i probably made her feel like she was worth nothing. it was all my fault. i wish i could just roll back in time and Tell myself not to do that to make everything better now.  why was i such an idiot. i loved her. i need her. i can't live with out her and i refuse to live with out her.

i ran back outside to my car with the letter and sped to her house. i parked on the side of the road and ran through the grass to her front door. the light was still on so i figured they were still awake. i rang the door bell and twiddled with my fingers as i waited for her to open the door to see me standing with the letter. i heard her laugh as she ran down the stairs. the boy laughing with her as he followed down with her. she unlocked the door and when she saw me she was most surprised.

Jules POV

i ran down stairs laughing as he tickled me down the stairs. i wondered who would be here at one in the morning. i opened it finishing my last laugh at the sight of Harry with a small envelope. i gasped.

"Jule uh" he stuttered.i could see the hurt in his eyes. did he know about me and Drake? We were just friends though, from when we were little.  i looked around and saw Drake going back upstairs to my room.

"come in" i gestured. he walked in slowly putting the folded and crumbled letter on the table.

"who's that guy?" he questioned in more of a worried type of way.

"he's Drake, an old friend when i was little, were just friends Harry" i crossed my arms. a sigh of relief came from him. he slightly smiled and hugged me. i smiled and hugged him back chucking.

"but i saw you both running inside laughing" he looked at me trying to see if i were lying to him. i wasn't lying.

"harry i'm not lying to you Drake will tell you the same thing i swear... Your the only one i love" that just came out i swear. i didn't want to say that. its sounded so cheesy and fake. he won't believe it. he smiles brightly witch i didn't expect at all true fully. 

"really? you love me?" he smiled cheekily. i tried not to blush and get as read as a tomato, but i definitely didn't try hard enough. he looked at me with those gorgeous dazzling green eyes that i missed so much. i ran my hand through my hair and took a deep breath.

"yes" i said almost in a whisper. we both smiled really big and he picked me up and kissed my lips. that was my first real kiss sense, i don't know  the break up with me and Harry? Drake came down which made our kiss end. he chuckled and grabbed a piece of something to eat.

"don't worry i'm going back upstairs. finish, finish i don't mind" he tried to not blurt out laugh. he left to go back upstairs. me and Harry laughed and then he pulled me in for a tight hug and looked into my eyes. he kissed  the top of my nose and i hung onto him, my arms around his neck. he smiled and put me down. Later Drake left and me harry had a movie night and he stayed the night. i true fully never thought this would ever happen to me. 

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Sorry it took so long to publish this chapter. please forgive me. i was on vacation then i didn't get on so soooooooooooo sorry! please comment on how it is!??? and vote please too!