The 'i still love you' letters

I still don't Believe you

I finished reading the letter with the I still love you, i'll never stop

I don't care how many times he writes it or says it. He is lieing. so i took a piece of paper from my note book and grabbed a pen from the desk. I began to think of what to write down.  I had no idea what to write at first. A part of me still loved him!  but  the other hates him to death.

Harry,

I don't know why you think i would tell you where i live, 

I don't know why i would want to be with you after all that you

have done to me. Maybe you should just leave me alone.

And i have just made our relationship end for good!

Yes i said never to call me or text me and now i please don't write 

to me ever again!   

Bye 

                                         Jule

Not right away did i put the letter in the envelope and through it into the mail box, i read it over a few times to make sure i made my point. Some of my words were not true at all in that letter at all. I did  want Harry to contact me in anyway possible. But i was being stubborn.  I have no idea why though. Next thing i knew i was outside putting the letter in the mailbox and then going back out to the watter to play with the neighbors' kids.

"Jule look i found a hermit crab!" cheered Ally.  Her little bathing suit skirt swirled and spit water at us as she turned around. She walked toward me and handed me the crab. As much as i did not want to touch it i did to make her happy.

"that's nice" i said.

"were going to keep it" her brother Jamie added. " his name is crabby"  i nodded and gave it back to Ally and her brother. I remember all the times i had when i was little and we came to the beach on summer vacations. We would find shells and add them to our collection. infant i have the shells in my bag!

"hey guys" i smiled. "want to see something cool?' i asked. And of coarse they wanted too. i invited them in to my house and showed them the shells i had lined up from the very first one i found to the last one indeed. every shell had a special story and the last one i found was the most recent. 

"what about this one?" Ally asked. Her smile always made me feel happy. i picked the most recent shell up from Ally's hands and sat on the bed.

"this is the last one i found i was with a friend.............

Jule come here!' he smiled at me with his big smile and green orbs. i ran sand through my toes and ran to him in the warm ocean water. waves splashing up to me almost knocking me down and trying to slow me down before i could reach my best friend.

'i found this' he hands me a shell with pink swirls that almost look like painted fire works on the forth of July. i smiled and thanked my best friend. the shell was put into my hands by him. he whispered something in my ear.

Ally broke my memory with a question. she looked confused but i could tell that Jamie wanted no part of this memory but knew exactly what i was talking about.

"what did he whisper?!" she shouted again and again until i hushed her and started up with my story again.

 i smiled and hugged him tightly.

'i love you too harry' i smiled. then i went home and put my shell with the others and by far, this is my favorite shell.