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I am afraid.

Because sometimes a blade looks alot like safety when intoxication and self medicated remedies come into play.

I am afraid.

Because my ex looks alot like you with ten shots of vodka and a blow of cocaine.

I am afraid

Because my past only tells me that i am not strong enough to face more of the future.

I am afraid

Because all these attacks on humanity and crisis hotlines show that we know nothing as a race. We know nothing at all.

I am afraid

Because school is no longer a place to learn it is a place of memorization in an order with instructions. I don't know how to be happy but if you asked me about trigonometry my puzzle pieced brain could tell you step by step by step.

I am afraid

Because Love took once last look at me and fucked my best friend.

I am afraid

Because suicide is my best friend.

-a.g

sorta loving how deep my poetry is ayy lmao.

ALSO THANK YOU GUYS SO FUCKING MUCH FOR 1K ON THIS BOOK. IT MEANS THE WORLD. YOU HAVE NO IDEA. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.

I RLLY WANNA DO A POETRY CONTEST BUT IM AFRAID NO ONE WILL ENTER??!???

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