september ☪

❀

and when he told me he didn't love me anymore i swear to fucking god you could hear every bone in my body snap

but i just smiled
and said i felt the same.

even though i knew my wrists would be just as scarlett red as my horizon eyes.

and my head would be even more messed up than my unmade bed.

even though i knew my arteries and veins would be soaked in alcoholic habits and prescription drugs

but i knew he would hurt me because unlike prescription drugs physical attraction was against doctors orders

and my prescription of reasoning and acceptance was thrown away because doctors orders werent legible,

so i substituted my mental health for lust and a way to feel something else.

-a.g

I really love this one ahhhhh