Football Wives

12

Picture above is of Jackson
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Love,
Victoria

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Gabriella

•FLASHBACK/DREAM•

"No one will ever love you, Gabby. Your lucky I picked you, I really wanted Leah. Just like Jackson wanted Leah. He still wants her. He just keeps you around because you're a good fuck. I picked you because you were always such a tease. You and those fucking small tits were always teasing me," he screamed at me. He slaps me across the face for the hundredth time. My hands are above my head handcuffed to the wall. I was naked with just a pair of black heels on. I felt so exposed. I was.

"I'm sorry," is all that I could say. I'm broken. Nothing could be wrong than this. Why can't he just kill me.

"You better be," he grabs my hair and yanks my head down to where his penis is.

"Suck Bitch" I do what he says because if I don't I will just get hurt even more. I feel so disgusted.

"That's right Bitch, suck it harder," his fingernails are digging into my head. He moans and groans. I feel a liquid in my mouth, it's his cum. The next thing I know everything goes black.

•END OF FLASHBACK/DREAM•

I yank up out of my dream. My whole body filled with sweatband my breathing is out of control. "Hey, hey it was just a bad dream baby, you're here with me. You're safe," I feel Jackson's arm around my stomach. I put my hands on his and lay back on the creak of his neck. I just wish this dreams would go away and I could finally be happy again. I'm fine, I'm safe. Jackson is here, he's safe.

"I have a scar on my scalp," I tell him. His grip tightens on my stomach and so does his jaw.

"From what?" His asks though his teeth. He already knows the answer.

"Decker... his hands when I was....you know," I'm glad i can't see his face because I'm sure it's deadly.

"I wish I could have five minutes alone with him because if I did he would have more than a scar," I loosen my grip because I can't even think about that. I want Jackson as far away from Decker as he can get. My heart rate fastens at the thought of Decker being alone with Jackson.

"Hey, I'm okay. We are okay," he repeats a couple times. He knows I can't go through losing him again.

"I know, I just want all of this over. I don't want Decker to be back," I snuggle against him. I love when his arms are around me. That is all I wanted when I was in that hell hole. I

***

Bang* Bang*

I jump awake to the door being banged on. I shake Jackson's arm. Bang* Bang*

"Gabriella!" he grabs my hand to make sure I am there.

"Who could it be?" I ask in a hushed voice.

"Stay here," He gets out of bed in his blue boxes and nothing else. On his way out of the room he starts turning on lights in our pitch black apartment. It's four in the morning who in hell is it? God please don't let it be Decker. What if it is? I jump out of bed and run into the living room. I stop dead in my tracks when I see that it's just Stephan. What the hell is going on?

"Man I don't know what to do," Stephan is crying. He crying!

"Stephan what's wrong?" I go over to him pulling him to the couch. He looks broken.

"She broke up with me," he says with the saddest look I have even seen. Jackson and I go pale on the face. What the hell? I know they got into a fight but I figured they would be fine by morning.

"What happened?" I ask grabbing his hand and holding it. He pulls his hand away.

"She...she," he is really trying to hold it together. His hands are shaking.

"Dude tell us," Jackson says.

"She says she was only dating me because she wanted to stay close with you and Stella," he says. God... what has Megan done?

"She didn't mean it," Jackson says like he knows for sure. Jackson is looking at me like I am about to give his best friend some hope. Stephan is looking at me like he might die if I don't give him the right answer.

"She just needs some time. Give her time Stephen. I mean we haven't talk about that kind of stuff in forever," I tell him.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN 'WE NEVER TALK ABOUT THAT STUFF' THATS ALL GIRLS TALK ABOUT," he screams at me. I see something change in Jackson's eye. From sadness for his best friend to I am about to kick your ass in about 2.5 seconds. Jackson gets up front the love seat and walks to where we are.

"You need to calm down, it's not Gabriella's fault," Jackson says with a deadly look.

"I know, I'm sorry Gabriella l. I just don't get it," he says with sympathy.

"It's okay." I say and hug him.

***

After two hours of saying the same thing to him he goes home to get some sleep. I just wish Megan would stop putting herself and Stephan though this. Megan loves him and I know it. She is just scared. She pushes people away when she needs them the most. Jackson comes back and lays in the bed with me.

"Babe...." I start to say but he stops me.

"Don't...I don't want to know, you don't have to tell me. Megan is your friend you know what's going with her. Besides if you tell me Stephan will bug the crap out of me," he says and goes quiet.

"I know...thanks," I say. I feel my eyes go heavy and I hear Jackson's slow breathing. He's asleep. God I love him so much.