The voices

Worries

Today was a new day. When i woke up again it was already noon. She was changed into her leggings from the day before and one of my shirts. And man she looks so beautiful. I crept up slowly behind her and bear hugged her sided from behind and kissed her neck softly. Her skin was still so soft. She giggled at my presence and turned around slowly, wrapping her arms around my neck.
" hmmm good morning Jackson " she whispered oh so sweetly.
" hmm. Good morning beautiful. How did you sleep? "
" best sleep I think I've ever gotten " she said with her dashing smile.
I laughed and I picked her up in my arms and spun her around the room before laying her on the bed slowly. I kissed her like she was water and my lips were the Savannah desert. She kissed me back, she was like an angel sent from above. How kisses got deeper and with time I was on top of her holding her body in my arms like my forsaken treasure. I never want lose her. She is my sanity. My very breath.
Before I could stop her her hands were under my shirt sliding it over my head. Her hands seems so cold and dainty compaired to my spine. She ran her hands down my spine and along my ribs. When she touched me i felt like I was awakening from some coma I've been on for years. I took her short of slowly and ran my rough hands down her sides and I held her tightly by her hips.
Our kiss never seemed to end. I never wanted it to. I never knew I could go so long on such short breath. But oir kiss slowed and soon I was wrapped around her again. Her head on my chest her knees pulled up to her chin. She almost seemed like a young child. But I loved her. She couldn't be. She was still the strong elegant woman i knew and loved. My arms were wrapped tightly around her shoulders and my knees fell just below small feet.
I kissed her forehead " what would you like to do today?"
She sighed " lay here with you forever sounds pretty great to me" her voice sounded tiny.
" are you ok? Did I do something wrong?" I was suddenly afraid I have messed up and gone to far. Crossed a boundry and made her uncomfortable
" yes of course. I'm just.... Thinking. I mean. I have done half my life next to you... Thinking. Whatnot could be like if we would just say hi. And one day it did. And wver sense everything has been so perfect. I mean. I'm just in shock " my muscles relax and o become a little less worried 
" that's perfectly understandable. Would you like to slow down a little? Take this slow?" I pull away and look her in the eyes. They are shining. A beautiful brown. Mixed with a slight green. She's so beautiful.
" no no it's really ok. I just. Am worried I'm going to mess up in some way." She looks away and seems a little frustrated with herself.
I place my finger under her chin and kiss her softly. When I break away she has a soft almost weak smile on her face. I kiss her again. This time longer and deeper. And when I pull away her real smile is back
" I love you for who you are Megan. I could never see you any other way. So please. Don't worry about messing up. Be you. Because I love you that way. You and only you." She finishes this by kissing me back. And soon we are back to our previous selves. Our lips locked and our bodies intertwined together.