Carl Grimes Imagines

What Am I Living For

"Carl why would you do this, we have been together for 6 years, I've known you since we were in diapers" I began to sob
He looked at me and tried to lift my chin up but I flicked his hand away.
"Please don't touch me, you don't have the right to anymore" I said in a harsh whisper
" Please Bella let me explain" he said almost in tears him self.
" You kissed that girl there is nothing to explain Carl" I said trying to walk away but Carl stopped me.
" Bella please I love- he was cut off by an explosion and rapid bullet fire.
"Down" I yell at Carl.  His eyes showed fear and worry.
"Carl, go find your dad I'm not your concern anymore" I yelled over the bullet fire. He looked at me and shook his head but I glared and he was gone, out of my sight. I crawled over to the guns grabbing a scope and handgun. I booked it and ran hiding behind the bus.

A walker came up behind me and almost sunk it's teeth into my flesh. I take a knife and destroy it's brain. Usually I never let them near me, so I guess the whole Carl thing is getting to my brain.

He's just another guy. Nothing special.

I repeated this over and over again, implanting it into my brain, trying somehow to get over him. But deep inside I knew Carl was more than another person. I loved him. And he cheated on me.
I shot up and began to shoot rapidly at the man destroying our home. He went down pretty quickly but before his lifeless body went tumbling to the ground a bullet went right through my leg. I went falling backwards, hitting the bus I was hiding behind. My mind was just out of it, my hearing was slowly disappearing. I know what was happening, I was going into shock. I heard light screams coming towards me. I think it was Michonne. One of my best grown up friends, she is like one of those cool moms to me. 
" We need to get you out of here" was all I could hear before I passed out.
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The sounds of screaming was surrounding all around me. A group of blurry people were hovering over my body.
" Bella stay with us" one yelled. I opened my eyes a little wider and realized I was in a house.
" What happened" I whispered.
They all looked at me with worry and concern. I looked at each one and there were four people around me.
Rick, Michonne, Glenn, and Maggie. Where's Carl, he better be okay. I sent him away to stay safe and find his dad. His dad is standing in front of me. Where the hell is he.
"Where's Carl" I asked trying to stand up but immediately falling back onto the couch I was sitting on. I looked at my leg which was bandaged. Oh, I remember now. I was shot and I passed out. Michonne must of saved me.
"Thank you Michonne" I said looking at my leg.
"For what" She said. I looked at her confused.
"For saving me" I said smiling. She frowned which made me frown as well.
"I didn't, Carl did" She whispered. I looked at her with a frown. Damn where is he. We were fighting yet he still saved me. I love him so much. I need to talk to him.
"Where is he" I said looking at Rick for the answer. They looked at each other and Rick began to speak.
" He's upstair" He whispered avoiding eye contact.
"Can I see him" I said staring at Rick.
He sighed and looked at me. I was in tears. I want to see him so badly.
"He's in rough shape but I will tell him your awake" he said leaving and walking upstairs. I nodded still in tears. I asked the rest of them to leave so I could be alone. I was about to close my eyes when Rick came running down the stairs.
"You can see him but I will carry you to him because he's not in the good shape to walk" he said lifting me. The tears just kept coming. I was balling now. What happened to him, he is in bad shape. Oh my why did Carl need to save me. We stood at the door, Rick looked at me to make sure I was ready. I nodded and we enter the room. What I saw was horrifying, It kicked me in the gut as it sadden me to see him like this. Rick placed me on the bed and left the room closing the room. I looked Carl in the eye. He was missing his left hand and he was wearing an eye patch. I started crying into loud sobs. He scooted closer to me bring me into a tight hug.
"Don't cry" He cooled. I looked up at him and tried to stop but it was no use.
"Carl, I'm so sorry" I whispered. He just stared at me looking into me eyes.
"Don't be Y/N, I love you and it would have killed me if I didn't save you. Your my life, even if you don't feel the same way, I will always love you. You're life keeps me going, you're  smiled makes my stomach twist into knots, you're laugh makes me happy when I'm sad, you're hair smells like flowers, your everything is perfect, you're  perfect" He whispered wiping my tears with his thumb. I looked at him in disbelief. Did he really mean that, he means the world to me too.
" Carl, I love you too, you're my world" I whispered placing my lips to his. He kissed back immediately, sending butterflies in my stomach.
"I love you" I whispered through the kiss. He pulled away, and kissed my neck. I giggled at the feeling.
" Carl are you okay" I asked out of breath from giggling. He pulled away and looked me in the eye's which we have been doing ever since we saw each other.
"Yes, how is your leg" he asked bending down to kiss the bandaged part of my life.
"It's okay" I said suddenly looking at his eye patched it seemed so curious so mysterious I just wanted to know what was under. I went to go lift it up but Carl stopped me. He frowned and looked away from my stare.
" Carl, you're perfect no matter what you look like, I will love you no matter what's under that eye patch" I said lifting his chin up with my thumb so he could look at me. He smiled and started to take off the patch. I closed my eyes talking a deep breath, opening them to see that there was a hole in his eye. He was missing half of his face. Dry blood was surrounding the wound. He got his eye shot out. I kissed his eye, hugging him. He was about to put the patch back on when I stopped him.
" Baby, you look perfect the way you are, you don't need to hide it. He smiled and placed the patch on his night stand. I cuddled up with him. I was about to close my eyes when. He place a ring on my finger. I looked out at him and he smiled.
" A promise, to show how much I love you" He whispered before I slipped into a deep sleep.

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