Hahahahahaha.
They don't even know.
They have no idea what we're going through.
They all think it's just some thing that we'll eventually forget.
How many times have they said; "next year, you won't even remember his/her last name" ?
How many times have they said;
"He/She/They don't even know you exist." ?
How many times have they said;
"It's just some stupid celebrity crush and it'll just pass by in a few months." ?
Or, "OMG, how gay." ?
Even though, they are TOTALLY straight and plus, THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING GAY, OKAY?! people, just have to learn to accept it.
Well okay.
But he/she/they made you feel better when you were sad.
They gave you a ton of reasons to live, at least for another day, when you couldn't find any.
They made you feel loved when you felt alone and empty.
They made you laugh when all you wanted to do was cry.
They lifted you up when you fell down.
They picked up all the broken pieces of you and safety pined them.
They patched up all the holes.
That stupid celebrity crush did it.
When no one else could.
It's funny how people from the other side of the world can save you and keep you alive when literally people who are 'beside' you every can do nothing.
However, some family members might act the other way around.
They maybe understand your damn hard feelings for that stupid celebrity crush of yours, and let you daydream about it.
They may be soft and caring towards your love about that celebrity, but I honestly haven't found someone like that.
All they do is make fun of your fangirling.
Like, c'mon, weren't you like that in that age? "No." They'd say.
Of course, most of the time that's 100% a lie.
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Why Fangirling Is Hard.
RandomIf you read this right now, it means you know. You know how it feels to love celebrities even more than your own life. You know how it feels to love some people on the other side of the world, who don't even know you exist. You know how it feels to...
