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Niall reached over towards the light. I held in a gasp. I frantically shook my head and waved my arms. What was wrong with him? Why in God's name was he doing that? What if we died. That word again. Why did I keep saying it? Oh no! He's was almost at the light switch!
"What the hell are you doing?" I whisper yelled and Niall. "Why are you doing that? Let's just leave! What if he wakes up?" Why was he risking my freaking life. That unselfish boy. He reached for the light switch and I swear time slowed down. Then he flicked the switch. I gasped. I shut my eyes, but opened them as soon as I hearn Niall laugh. I slowely opened one eye. Than the other. Niall was on the floor hysterically laughing. What was he laughing at.
"You!" Said that outloud. Oops.
"Why?" He just pointed to a stack of towels and shovels in the corner where the man was sleaping. Wait a minute. I looked around the room. Nothing. That means, that's embarrasing. There was no man. Oops. I cracked a smile but then couldn't help it and started gigling which turned into a full on laughing session. Within seconds, I was on the floor histarical. Gosh, I was so parenoid sometimes. A gruff voice brought me out of my trance. But it wasn't the man's voice that scared me, it was what he was saying.
"Today we are called together to mourn over the death of Mr. Velsana. It is most dissapointing to me to have to call Ms. Isabella Velsana to say a few words before we lower Mr. Velsana into his grave." I screamed and jumped into Niall's arms.
"It's okay, it was just the monitor." He said softly. He didn't understand.
"No." My voice quavered. "He called me up, I'm not there. They will think I am a no show. I will be hated fir not showing up to my own fathers funeral!" Why didn't he understand.
"Then we will go. They still can think that you are in the bathroom. Your mom can't make you not come to your own father's funeral. That is cruel." He had a point. I stood up and nodded. He stood up and took hold of my hand. We walked over to the door. We walked out of the room. He led me through all the halways. We were running most of the time. When we got to the room that the ceremony was going on in, we burst the door open. Everyone turned to look at us. Even my mom. Oh no. Whatever, like Niall said, I will not miss my own father's funeral. WILL NOT! I slowely walked up to the podeum. (Play song now)
"Hi. My name is Isabella Velsana. (Her dad's name is now Jimmy) Daughter of Jimmy Velsana. He was everything to me. A father, a friend, so much more. I can't even explain. He was there when I needed him. Even if it meant he would have to leave work or whatever. He definitely didn't deserve to die. At all. I am really sorry.
"You bet damm right you are!" Mom yelled. I just pushed back tears and continued.
"If anything I deserved to die and I feel really guilty for putting you through this." I said. Some gasps were heard.
"What do mean, you are guilty?" Someone yelled out.
"Most of you don't know how my father died, do you." Niall shook his head. I just nodded back.
"It is my fault. I was walking into the hospital with my friend Niall but I was stopped by a nurse Arial (So I know her name used to be Britney but I changed it because I have a friend Britney and that would be mean because the nurse was a b!tch). She needed my I.D. By the time I gave her all the information I was so anxious to get to my father that I ran to the elevator with Niall. When we got out we ran into my father's room. I didn't realize that there was a wire accross the floor and I tripped over it, pulling out his life support with it." I finished with a sob.
Why did I just do that? No one would forgive me. Ever. I fell down sobbing. Niall ran over to me. I felt him pick me up and carry my out of the room. My body was shaking. The tears were rolling down my face. I wasn't going to even try and cover them up. There was no point. I deserved all the pain. After all, I killed my own father.
Sorry I did this chapter in two parts. I just had to leave you with a cliff hanger:) xx
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