First Love

What On Earth Just Happened?!

That's how we became a couple. We messaged each other day by day but after 2 months I got sick of it. We were doing the same thing again and again. We can't even kiss, hug, go out together or do a skinship because it was a long distance relationship and that's what I hate the most. So I can't help but break up with him.

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From: Im Jaebum

I hope this won't happen to us :(

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From: Park Hyowoo

Ofc not!

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But I know that It'll happen sooner or later. I was afraid of what's going to happen...

3 days later...

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From: Park Hyowoo

Let's break-up. I'm sorry but I can't stand long distance relationship anymore. Goodbye.

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From: Im Jaebum

WHAT?! What are you talking about?!? You promised me that you'll marry me when we see each other again!

Please don't do this to me, Hyowoo-ah.

I still love you! Don't you love me anymore?!

You're the only girl I love! I can't do this!

Please talk to me!

Message me...

Hyowoo...

What about our promises? :'(

Just remember this; I will love you forever and ever. Until I die. One day, if we meet again, I won't let you go.

-seen by Park Hyowoo-

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Yes it was very sad. I just don't like long distance relationships and we can't do anything about it. But this is not the ending of my story. This was just the beginning of it. So after Jb and I broke up, we didn't talk ever since that day. Well it was more like I didn't reply to his messages. I wanted to move on because I just know that we will never meet again but I was wrong. We DID meet again... So let me continue my story.

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3 years later...

15th May 2015

Friday

It was 6:00pm and I was on Facebook looking through my previous chats with my friends. I scrolled down and one name caught my attention.

'Im Jaebum'

I read our old messages again and I just suddenly missed him. I started to feel my heartbeat increase again...

"Are my feelings going back???" I asked myself. "No. It can't be. This is just weird." I said.

I started to stalk his account and suddenly missed him more. I looked at his posts and laughed at some videos. I threw my phone on my bed and got angry.

"What the hell is wrong with you?! Snap out of it! He's over you! Ughh!!!"

"Nooo! I shouldn't have broken up with him! I still love you, Jb! Can't you see?! I know how you feel now! Ughhh! I'm so angry at myself!!!"

"What the?! No! I do not like or love him! My feelings for him are definitely dead. They're not gonna come back."

"What?! No!!! I do love him! I just-"

I got cut off by my mum.

"Yah! Hyowoo-ah! Stop talking to yourself! You make me feel like I have a crazy child! Ugh! Call your friends or something!" My mum said which scared me because I didn't even realise that I was talking to myself.

"I'll never see him again. He probably have forgotten about me anyways." I said to myself and started to sleep.

16th May 2015

Saturday

It was 7:00am. I have a part-time job today. I work in a Cafe called 'Han's Cafe'. My part-time job starts at 10:ooam and ends at 3:00pm. So I have to prepare now but then I rememeberd my first love, Im Jaebum.

"Ugh! Why now?! Why after 3 years?!?!" I shouted then took a bath.

I was waiting for the bus and got bored so I started stalking him again but the bus came so I went in and just listened to music. Few minutes later, I arrived in Han's Cafe and started working.

"Hi, may I take your order?" I asked the customer.

"Yes. May I have 1 cup of mocha please. Thank you." He said and that familiar voice made me look at him.

"Im Jaebum?" I said and we had a staring contest.