Pleasuring the Sacred

Sacred #22

Chapter 22 : Gay?

Alexsandra's Point of View

I slowly open my eyes dahil may mararamdaman akong daliri na nagtra-trace sa mukha ko and when I open my eyes, I saw Lucas face. Napatingin ako sa paligid and dun ko napansin na madilim pa and only the lamp shade is the only light. Napatingin ako ulit kay Lucas

Nakatitig siya sakin habang may ngiti sa labi and I was mesmerize because of his handsomeness (may word ba sa english yan? Bahala na nga)

I blushed when he tucked my hair behind my ears so that he can observe my face carefully

Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ako makapagsalita, bigla akong nawalan nang mga words sa isip at yung isip ko hindi na gumagana

"You're so beautiful Alex"

I gasp. Ewan ko kung bakit ganito. Bigla akong nakaramdam nang sobrang saya and at the same time lumakas ang tibok nang puso ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko to nararamdaman. Siguro hindi lang ako sanay na ganito siya

"Alex.. Look at me" utos niya at kaagad nabaling ang atensyon ko sakanya. I stare on his eyes

"Alex.. Mahal kita"

I blink.. A plenty of times at hindi talaga magsink in sa utak ko ang sinabi niya

I just shook my head and close my eyes. This is just a dream. I better go to sleep

The moment I close my eyes, pagkabukas ko nun ulit, maaraw na and when my eyes landed on Lucas face. Nakapikit yun and ngayon ko lang talaga, as in ngayon ko lang napansin na ang gwapo niya

Geez.. Bakit ba kasi may ganito akong bestfriend na sobrang gwapo?

His left arm is wrapping my waist while his right arm serves my pillow. His legs are intertwine on mine. My left arm is lying on the couch while my right arm is on his back

I bite my lower lips to prevent from kissing his lips. So I just studied his face- his handsome face actually

I study his face. Pointed nose, beared chin, pinkish lips and a golden brown hair. Perfect feauture for a guy na hinahanap ko

All of the suddenly, gusto kong hawakan ang mukha niya but ayaw ko. Ayaw ko kasing mahuli niya akong tinititigan siya

So I just breath deeply and exhale then I burried myself on his chest at inamoy amoy yun

"Alex? Babe?" I became stif when I heard his after sleep voice. And it is so dámn sexy actually

"Hmm?" I respond and hug him tighter

"Goodmorning" rinig kong sabi niya and I felt he kiss my head. Biglang lumakas ang tibok nang puso ko at parang nagtakbuhan ang mga nerve cells sa utak ko pati brain cells ko

"I.. Goodmorning rin" I said shyly. Naramdaman kong sinusuklay niya and buhok ko

"So how's your sleep?" Tanung niya at dun lang pumasok sa isip ko ulit ang napanaginipan ko

Should I tell him?

Nakakahiya naman kasi

Wag nalang kaya?

"Well.. Maayos naman but I had a dream about you" sabi ko. Ikwe-kwento ko nalang. Hindi kasi mawala sa isip ko pag hindi ko to masabi sakanya

"Really? Ano naman yun?" Tanung niya kaya napatingala tuloy ako and I saw him bowed down so that he can see my face

"Nakahiga tayo dito. Gabi pa siguro yun and sinabihan mo akong maganda ako" I said but I didn't see a face reaction so I think na naghihintay pa siya