Love Wasn't For Me Until I Met You

CHAPTER III

I was sitting in the bathroom, trying to make myself presentable. Why? For Amber of course. For the first time in my life I felt ugly in everything I wear. Why the hell am I so nervous?

'Because you like Amber and want to make a good impression?'

'Brain if you don't stop I swear I'll make you regret'

'How long are you going to lie to yourself about you feelings for her?'

'You know what brain? I'll let you know when it's time to step in'

I take another look in the mirror than look down and sight.

"Love troubles?" a manly voice asks from behind me. I smile a bit knowing exactly who that voice belongs to

I turn around to see my brother Jake sitting in the doorway. "Hey bro"

He smiles and comes to me, putting his hands on my shoulders and giving them a light squeeze. "Who's ass do I need to kick for making my little sis feeling like this? " he was serious about kicking someone's ass.

His comment made me smile. "No one's... I just feel like I'll never find someone who'll make me happy and want to be with me. You know because of the accident"

His smile faded"Hey look at me" I look at him and see something unusual in his eyes "one day you'll find someone who'll make you happy and I promise that I won't kick that person's ass" his smile got bigger "unless you ask me too of course"

His words made me happier. He always knew how to make me smile. "Thanks a lot Jake"

"No problem sis. Now finish up because dinner's ready in 5 minutes"

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The dinner went okay. My older sister, Lucy, gave us details about her last movie with Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt (she's a movie writer, movie direct and much more), Jake was complaining about college, dad was telling us about his last case (he's a lawyer), mom was telling us about her shift in the ER (she's a doctor, yes a doctor not a nurse), Amber was compliment mom's cooking skills and I was starring at the amazing red haired girl that was in my house.

After dinner Amber offered to do the dishes, but Jake dismissed her quickly. He was such a gentleman. Sometimes. Anyway Amber took a shower while I was trying to find a movie to watch. I promised Amber dinner and movie so I need to find a movie to watch.

'You should join her in the shower. We both know you want it'

'Really brain?'

'I'm just pointing what's obvious'

'I thought we talked about this brain'

Amber came out of the bathroom in a tight blue T-shirt and a pair of panties. Yes panties. We're both girls, right? I couldn't take my eyes from her body. If I was a guy I think I'd have the most embarrassing boner ever right now.

'Damn. She's hot'

'Brain I would argue with you right now, but you're right'

'I know I am. I also know that right now you wish you'd slide your hand down her stomach until you'd reach...'

'OH MY GOD. BRAIN IF YOU DON'T STOP I'LL EAT ICE-CREAM UNTIL I GET A BRAIN FREEZE '

Amber sat on the bed next to me. She gave me a warm smile. "Found anything interesting?"

"I saw most of the movies. I'll let you chose" 

"How about we watch 'My lovely bones'? " she asks smiling

'NO. Don't watch that idiot. You'll cry your ass out at that movie. Just look at her and tell her that you don't want to see that movie'

"I'd love to see that movie" I told her smiling

'Dumb ass'

By the end of the movie I was crying my ass out, but Amber was there and took my in her arms trying to make me feel better. 

"It's okay Katie. It's just a movie" she says rubbing my back gentaly.I got to admit I felt better. Staying in her arms and knowing that she's there helped me a lot. I'm falling for her for sure. It felt so good to be in her arms.

'And her chest was nice and soft'

'I'm not even going to argue to you brain'

In a matter of minutes I felt asleep in her arms. It was the only place I felt safe