Love Wasn't For Me Until I Met You

CHAPTER VIII

I found myself sitting in front of Jasmine's house. I didn't want to do this with her. I didn't want to do this with her. I wasn't ready for this step. I knocked on the door and felt myself getting nervous.

Jasmine opened the door, pulled me in and lock it. She pined me to the door, leaning on and whispering in my ears "You're going to love me after this. You're going to beg me to do it again. I promise" My heart was racing. I didn't want this, I wasn't ready.

I close my eyes. I wasn't ready for this, but at the same time I wasn't ready to come out either. My mind trailed off and all I could think was how mom and dad will hate me and throw me out because of who I am, of how people will bully me and I'll lose everything.

Jasmine was kissing my neck when she suddenly stopped. She made me sit on the couch and she took a seat next to me. I was still scared.

"Katie" her voice was soft and caring "What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

Crying? What was she talking about? I brought my hand to my checks and felt something wet on it. I was crying. It was too much. "I'm sorry" I said my voice cracking. I couldn't hold it. I started to cry.

Jasmine took me in her arms and rubbed my back. "It's okay Katie. Calm down" I couldn't. I couldn't thinking that I'll lose everything. It took a while to calm down, but in the end I managed to calm down. Jasmine never left me out of her arms. "Let's talk about what's wrong, okay? I didn't want to make you cry. I wanted for you to feel pleasure. Tell me what's wrong."

I pulled back from her arms and look in her hazel eyes "I can't do this with you Jasmine. Send the photos to everyone if you want, but I can't do this. I loved you and gave you my heart, but you broke it. I can't be fixed by the one who broke it. I managed to fix my heart, but there are still pieces that needs to be fixed... My heart belongs to someone else now." I felt another wave of tears coming. I kissed her cheek "I'm sorry. Goodbye" I whispered and left.

There was only one thing I could do

Lucy's POV

I opened my eyes to find that Hayley wasn't next to me. I sat up, holding the blanket over my chest. I was naked because the bath turned out to be hotter that I was planing, but I'm not complaining. I turned around to look at the clock. 2pm? Already? I was so tired.

Hayley walks in the room and smiles seeing that I'm awake. "My sleeping beauty is awake" she said sitting on the bed "I was about to come and give you the true love kiss"

A smile formed on my lips. "Why didn't you?"

"I didn't want to wake you up. You were tired and I couldn't dare to wake you up. You needed to rest" she said putting her arms around me.

I stayed in her arms, taking her scent in. It was sweet and calming. Everytime I was sad, or mad, or angry, or depressed, or worried about something she'd take me in her arms and calm me. I felt like staying in her arms was the only place where everything was perfect.

Suddenly we hear the front door slamming, footsteps and Katie's door. I left Hayley's arms and put some clothes on. "We should go check what's happening" I said worried.

"That's what I was going to suggest" Hayley said getting up.

We were in front of Katie's door thinking if we should knock or just open the door. I opened the door and look around her room and found nothing. She wasn't there. I took a better look and decided to check the bathroom too. As i opened the door I felt my heart stopping. I couldn't breath anymore.
"Katie..."