Perfection Isn't Ahh Must

*Chaptah 15*

Renae's P.O.V

There i Stood Looking At My Dad The Solution To All My Problems And Prayer But Also The End Of My Brother And Me. Terina Has Jus Woke Up And Ran Into Our Dad's Hands As If She Knew Straight Way That He Was Our Dad. With That Hug iKnew What i Had To Do iKnew Where We Belonged

Me: Do Yu Promise To Call Every Nite And Not Forget Us While Yur Away

Dad: iPromise i Will Never Forget Yu i Have My Girls Bak i Will Fone Every Day

With i Threw My Arms Around His Neck And Hugged Him Ever So Tight

Me: When Do Yu Leave Dad?

Dad: Tonite, So Let Take Yu Girl To Pizza Hut Then I'll Bring Yu To Stay With Yur Uncle Paul While Im Gone

Me: No Can Yu Take Us Home, i Mean Home To My Brother's House

He Looked At Me And Smiled As Tho He Was Ready To Cry He Pulled Me Close For Ah Tighter Hug

Dad: How Did Yu Grow To Be So Stronger

He Took Us Pizza Hut And Me + Terina Ate Like We Aint Eaten In Days, Which Was Kinda Tru But Still The Day Was Amazing After Pizza We Had Ice Cream And We Went To The Summer Fate Thing At His Old Church The Night Slowly Drew To An End And It Was Now 7: 40 And His Flight Left Ah 9 We Jumped In The Back Of Car And Never Said Ah Word.

We Had Jus Found Him And It Felt Like We Were Jus About To Loose Him Again i Had To Be Strong For Terina Like i Had Always Been. We Pulled Up Out Side The Only Place i Know As Home, Terina Rang The Door Bell And Emeziah Opened It So Quickly He Stood There So Confused As We Said Good Bye Our Dad

Me: Do Yu Have To Go We Jus Got Yu Back Daddy Please

Then There It Was The Tears That He Had Been Holding Back All Day Finally Burst Slowly Through His Wall Of Strength. He Scooped Me Up Im His Arms And The Tears Fall Uncontrollably His Grip Of His Hug Was Tighter Then It Slowly Softed As He Put Me Down Then Hugged Terina iKnew That With Out Him Even Answering That He Has To Go He Jus Didn't Wanna Say It That's All He Let Terina Go And Kissed Our Foreheads

Dad: I'll Be Back Before Yu Know It Ok, Bye Girls iLove Yu Yeah

He Walked Away Back To The Car And i Picked Up Terina As He Drove Away The Tears Fell From My Eyes And i Had To Be More Stronger Then Ever. i Watched His Car Turn The Corner Then i Felt Someone Touch My Shoulder And I Crumbled It Was Emeziah He Picked Me Up And Hugged Me Then Pick Up Terina Too And Carried Us Inside.

Right Then It Felt Like i Made The Wrong Decision But Being Held In Emeziah's Arms iKnew This Was Just Right And Were We Belonged.

Shalom's P.O.V

There iSat Thinking Of Who Im Gonna Pick D'andre Or Troy iThought About It Hard And iMade My Choice iWalked Over To My Wardrobe And Picked Out Ah Pair Of Jeans, Tank Top, My Variety Jacket And My Airforces.Then Ran Down The Stair And Bumped In To Andre

Andre: Sis Listen Follow Yu Heart, Don't Be Home To Late Please And Make Sure To Call Me

He Kissed My Forehead As i Made My Way To His House For My Final Decision i Sat On The Bus Ever So Quietly And i Blazed Out My Song: Im In Love With Another Man.

The Bus Slowly Came To Ah Stop And i Got off The Bus And Walked Down The Road As My Steps Grew Closer To His House My Heart Started Beating Harder Was This The Right Choice And There i Stood At The Door.

My Heart Was Racing Like Ahh Hundred Sec Per Min nah It Felt Like That. iLifted My Hand And Pressed The Door Bell And Waited For The Door To Open, Someone Finally Opened The Door And There Stood.......

TROY

Me: Yes To Yur Question, Let's Start Again

He Lifted Me Up And Smiled iPicked Him Cause This Way Im Safe And Who Knows The Spark May Come Back Yu Never Know. He Pulled Me Inside And We Sat Down To Watch Ah Movie But It Felt All Wrong i Then Received Ah Text From D'andre And My Heart Raced Then As Soon As i Finish Reading It My Face Dropped I Jumped Up.

Troy: Shalom Where Yu Going Babe

iRan Out The Door And Kept Running, i Just Kept Running Cant Believe i Let This Happen!!!!

D'andre(Cruza)'s P.O.V

I Had Just Found Out That Kelly Baby Boy Was Not My Baby And iWas Heart Broken Then My Only Bit Of Joy Had Gone Back To Her Old Boyfriend iHad Enough Nobody Loves Me Or Even Wants Me Around So Fuck It i Cant Deal With This Shit. i Wrote On Ah Piece Of Paper i Leave My Money And House Everything i Own To The Love Of My Life Shalom And i Want To Be Burnt Not Buried.

I Dropped The Pen On The Table And i Decided To Text Shalom What My Intentions Were. As SoonAs i Saw SENT MSG i Then Dropped The Fone On The Floor And Walked Over To My Draw To Find My Thing. i Found My Gun And Slowly Lefted It To My Head One Bullet To Take Away The Pain One Bullet To End My Life. One Tear Rolled Down My Face And My Finger On The Trigger

Me: Good Bye Shalom, i Love Yu

i Whispered To Myself The My Emotions Got The Best Of Me.

Will Shalom Get To D'andre In Time ??????