Perfection Isn't Ahh Must

*Chaptah 9*

Cruza's P.O.V

iHad Jus Dropped Off Kelly Home And On My Way Back To Yard. i Guess Yur Wondering Why Im Heartless And Mean. My Mum Was Raped By My Dad, And She Never Want Me So i Grow Up With No Parents No Nothing Everything i Have Now i Had To Work For It. i Wasn't Born With Ah Silver Spoon In My Mouth, The Streets Was My Home i Was Raised There i Watched People i Know Be Killed In Front Of Me And i Had To Grow Ah Hard Skin About Shit Like That.

i Had Push Them Things To Tha Back Of My Mind And Moved On With Life And The Hustle. i Bet Yur Also Wondering Why i Want Jurell Back On My Team Basically When He Was Younger He Reminded Me Of Me He Never Had His Dad To Look Up To And He Looked To Me For Support, Hope, Advice He Was Like My Lil Bro Since what Tha Olders Done To Him He Aint Been Jamming With Us Nothing, Tha Krew Has Been Dead Out And Me Leaving Da Krew Is Not Possible Because The Krew Made Me Who i Mean What i Am!!!

Ahhh Monstahh Sumtimes i Wish To My Self If Only My Mum Kept Me And Loved Me Would i Have Ended Up Here??. Any Way i Was On My Way Home i Had My Head Phones In Blazing Out Buzzing And I Bumped Into Someone i Wasn't Not Paying Any Attention At All. i Looked Up And Saw This Reflection Of Beauty She Was Ah Light Skin(Mixed Race), Deep Beautiful Dimples, Browns Eyes That Seem To Look Right Through My Soul, Short Black Hair Which Showed Her Beautiful Face And The Most Banging Body. i Was Lost For Word And i Knew To Talk To Her i Had To Come Correct

Her: Im Soo Sorry i Wasn't Watching Where i Was Going Im So Sorry

Her Sweet Voice Danced Around My Ears

Me: Heyy Its Ok i Had Some Fault In It Too Erm Im D'Andre

Her: Im Shalom

Even Her Name Was Beautiful, Rahhhh i Got To Get To Know Her

Me: Erm would Yu Like To i Don't Know Get Ah Milkshake With Me i Know Ah Nice Little Place Down Da Street

Shalom: Why Not, If Yu Try Anything i Have Mase Im Not Joking.

We Walked Down To Nicko'z Shakerz, We Sat And Spoke i Got To Know Her She Got To Know Me. i Order Her Ah Oreo Milkshake And Ah Strawberry Milkshake For Me (Yes i Paid Cause Im Ah Real Man) iLooked Her Through Out The Whole Time How Come Ah Girl So Beautiful Like This i Have Never Laid My Eyes On Till Now. i Know Its Stupid But How Can This One Girl Make Me Feel So Whole And Complete?! It's Silly It Feel Like She Has Filled The Hole My Parents Never Filled . It Was Getting Late And She Looked Like She Had To Go Now Or Something.

Shalom: One Of My Friends Is Having a Party So i Have To Go

i Had To Think Fast If i Wanted To See Her Again

Me: Meet Me Here Tomorro And I'll Take Yu On Ah Real Date

Her Face Looked UnSure What To Answer

Shalom: Im Not Sure That Is Ah Good Idea

Me: Please Don't Make Me Beg Cause i Will

i Bat My Eyelashes At Her With Ah Puppy Dog Face

Shalom: Iyte what Time? Keep It Between Me And Yu

Me: 2pm Iyte Bbe Bye

She Hugged Me And Ran Down The Road i Stood Outside Side Nicko'z Shakerz With Tha Fatest Grin Of My Face. i Have Met Ah My Wifey Material And Tomorro Imma Make Her Mine Tomorro's Date Is Make Or Break