Perfection Isn't Ahh Must

*Chaptah 3*

Jurell's P.O.V

 Im Not Yur Regular Type Guy I Have Been Thru So Much Shit, It All Started With Me Making The Wrong Group Of Friends At The Age Of 9 . In The Ends Your Either Somebody Or Nobody. There Is The Bare Peer Pressure In My Area And Was Young So I Caved In To All Of It Cause iWanted To Be Somebody iWas Tired Of Being Nobody. It Was Time For Me To Show The Endz Who iWas.

My Mum Started Worrying But iNever Really Noticed Cause i Was Worried About Getting Quick Paper, The Age Of 10 I Had 11 Criminal Records For Minor Things I Was Already Ah Young Offender iMade Bad Decisions And Hurt Certain People iLove Worrying About Myself. I Believed That The Roads And Making Quick Dirty Money Was All iKnew, Also That The Man Dem Were My Family And They Had My Back. I Never Thought About The Consequences Of  My Actions. I Think The Reason i Turn Into This Person Was Cause There Wasn't Really Ahh Father Figure In My Life. Well On My First Day Of High School Me And My So Called Family Were Stealin From The Teachers Staff Room Kitchen When All The Man Dem Ran Off With Out Warning Me And I Got Trapped In The Freezer I Thought I Was Gonna Die, Till The Door Swung Open And Lil Rahmi Stood There

Lil Rahmi: Come On Before We Get Caught.

We Climbed Out The Window And Ran Till We Cudn't Run No More, Then Next Ting I Knew Im Getting Kicked The Fuck Out Of  By My Own Family(ManDem) That Same Day. They Stopped And When I Looked Up From The Floor I See Rahmi Swing With Emeziah To Protect Me, 3 Years Later And  Were Still Boys Up To This Very Day Everything Else Is Like Water Under Tha Bridge.

Im Not Gonna Lie Im Feeling Dellesha To Da Max Init We Have So Much In Common Like Favourite Music, Colour, Food, Sports. I Enjoy Spending Time With Her, I Love Just Being Near Her When iHear Her Voice (Normal One Or Singing One) I Get Nervously Weak But Cause Im Such Ah Bad Man It Don't Show, Her Big Brown Eyes Man I Get Lost In Them When We Speak And When She Aint Looking I Kinda Stare At Her But I Don't Make It Bait Doe Cause I Don't Wanna Look Desperate Man Loool Im Too Much Of Ah Bad Man For That. With Tiffany She Has Da Banging Body And iCant Tell My Man Hood No To That Blood, Im Using Tiffany To Soft The Blow Of Rejection, I Trust My Boy Ain't Gonna Lie To Me About Dellesha's Feelings When He Knows Her Da Best Init So, Aftah My Convo With Rahmi I Pinged  Tiffany One Time Sayin: Yu Wanna Go Junior Prom Together ??,  She Hit Me Back Kinda Quick With Ah iThought Yu Would Never Ask. Next Thing I Know My Girl Is Change He Status To Love Jurelliee And Shit Yu Can't Be Serious It Jus Ah Dance, Then I Dellesha Pinged

RED'ED LESHAA (Y)PISSED ORF :@ RAHH&ZIAH SHUDDUP NUH

–                    I See Yur Going With Tiffany Bless Man, Maybe She Is Mrs Right Watcha Think ?

J- MAN(Y)WIFEY SEASON(Y) ON MY GRIND

–                    Nahh Not Really She Is Jus Ahh Date(*Bb RollinEyes Face*) Who Yu GoingWith?

RED'ED LESHAA (Y)PISSED ORF :@ RAHH&ZIAH SHUDDUP NUH

–                    Ohh Ok Den (*Bb Smiley Face*) Im Going With Trey He Jus Asked (*Bb Covered Face*)

Are Yu Being Serious She Likes Trey That Fucking WasteMan Nahh,Trey Don't Want Nothing But Ah Beat( He Was One Of My Man Dem)Nahh If He Hurts Her Ima Kill Him. Prom Night Imma Be Da One Leavin With Dellesha (Not To Beat)i Jus Wanna Make Sure She Get Home Safe And Don't Make Ah Mistake She Will Regret I Care Bout Her Way To Much Trey Makes My Blood Boil Man Arghh It For Her Safety.

Emeziah P.O.V

i Was On My Way To Pick Up Shanelle For The Junior Prom i Don't Know Why We Were Having One Its Basically Because Yur Headteacher Was From America And They Have Ah Couple Proms Before The Home Coming Dance Which Is For The Senior And She Would Say But Yeah i Walked Up To The Door And Rang The Door Bell, i Was Checkin Everything From My Breathe, My Teeth And Making Sure i Look Swagged Up, Jus Then i Heard Ah Cough And i Turned Around To See My Date Looking Fly.