A Beautiful Tragedy

Chapter 8

Broken and hurt, he couldn't see what he had right in front of him he wouldn't allow himself. He was being so selfish he wouldn't even make an effort to try he just continued being as much of an asshole, everyday he became worst. How can such a person be like that and on top of it all bring everyone down with him with out even caring. He just doesn't give a shit it's so childish of him so selfish. It's so sad he became such a person when he could have such a beautiful heart and deep down he has to care but I guess we won't know until it happens. Harry has become this person people don't want to be around.

*Next Morning*
Audrey's POV
My eyes open, my neck in pain I fell asleep rolled up on the floor, crying like  the night before. I honestly don't even remember why I was crying its like I just cried because it was the only thing I could do thinking about everything that has happened. These past few months I've learned a lot like; cherish what you have because the next day they might just be taken from you and you will regret not giving them as much time as you should have given them.

I get up from the floor and quietly walk downstairs to make myself a tea and take a pain killer to maybe calm down the neck pains. I felt as if someone was staring at me so I turned around and saw the one person I was trying to as much as possible avoid.

Harry.

I don't say anything I just walk back upstairs I continue to hear him trail behind me. All I could possibly think is 'what does he want from me?'

"You can't just continue ignoring me, I know you feel me staring at your beautiful ass.' He finally spoke up but it wasn't in a harsh tone either it was calm and gentle and playful unlike every other time.

I ignore him anyway. I walk into my room and as I'm about to close the door he puts his feet in the doorway. "Audrey.." He takes a deep breath.

"What?" I finally replied.

His face appeared surprised by my attitude and response. I looked at him with a 'yes what can I help you with' expression.

"Can you just listen to what I have to say?" he wasn't looking at me, like a little kid that just did something wrong and has gotten in trouble.

"I don't know that depends on your actions because I'm fucking sick and tired of the way you're treating everyone around you and how you always raise your voice at me like if you know me and what the fuck I've gone through, and as if I did something to you, when all I've done is be kind to you and I could've kicked you out the house, but no I'm here letting you stay in my room and taking care of you while you treat me like shit." I didn't realize my voice raising each time I cursed until I finish because I'm out of breath. I watch him confused.
He stands there completely astonished.

He finally speaks all that comes out of his mouth is an "oh, sorry."

"Oh, sorry?" I question I seem to become more angry and continue on ranting. "Oh, Sorry?, That's all you can say for yourself after what you put everybody through especially the people that love you most. You have people Harry that care about you and you're bringing them down with you shattering and breaking them when all they want to do is help. At least you have people, and sorry doesn't fix your selfish mistakes after so long you best prove yourself to them. Especially those boys after how much of an asshole you are to them if it were me I would've left a long time ago, but they are still right next to you, getting in trouble for you and from you all they receive is an attitude not even a fucking thank you, that's sad really sad. I get it you're broken you wouldn't want anything other then scarlet right by your side on your arms again because that's what I want from my dad. I didn't see my dad for months at a time because he was in the marines he kept leaving I barely spent anytime with him and when he was back I would be out do you know sad that makes me." Tears now slipping from my eyes but I continue to get my point across. "I should've spent every minute, every day with him when he was back and I didn't I regret so much." I completely break down at this point. "Now look my mo hates me n all I have is Jake and don't get me wrong I love Jake and all he's done for me he's my ride or die and I wouldn't want to lose him either. But fuck I miss my family." I have no more words I can't speak all I could do is cry again.
** (* = nobody's point of view)
Don't take anything for granted because nothing lasts forever. You might say it, you might feel it but people lie. It's really ducking sad why lie why play with someone's heart while they are loving and caring for you with all they can give them your time they deserve it. Especially if they made it this far while right next to you they deserve it. But just remember, You have to be ready to pick those prices up when they break you. You can't give up don't bring everyone else down with you. There's always gonna be things out there that are better then the things you have but nothing is better then your own, you have to learn to love your own life. (Love Yourz, J Cole).
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I know this chapter is short and I'm sorry it's so short and I haven't uploaded in a really long time I've been really busy with school and work. I'm going to try to post at least once a week from now on. If I don't update one week I'll make sure to put a note telling you guys why I haven't updated this week but I'll try to work on the chapters in between my work and school.

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