Beautifully Inked (Zayn Malik AU)

Chapter 6

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The tip of my fingers run in the lip of the glass in front of me. It was just now that I realised how much drink I had. My drinking habit is getting worse and as well as my smoking. Both vices developed after I caught Perrie kissing his dick of a friend. It was silly to call him a friend now, dick or wanker or tosser suits him better. That fucker screwed Perrie a pretty handful of times and it's a fucking shame in my case. Not only shameful, but damn hurtful too.

In the next couple of minutes, I was on my fourth whiskey. I drink it as it burns all the way down my stomach. I haven't really thought much of this addiction until now. I can't be forever this drunk man who's weeping for a lost and unfaithful past relationship. It's just... it ain't easy to let go that easy, but I can confidently say I already did. It was just the memories and best ones I can remember are the one's fucking me big time right now.

"Do you still want another?" the barmaid asked nicely and I shook my head in response. As much my insides screams for more, I don't want to end up in a hospital room and get stitches for drunk driving.

"Just call me for anything."

"Thanks," I say as I drunk the remnants in the glass.

As soon she was gone, I was once again drowned with my sappy thoughts. Never in a million years I would guess I'd end up being like this. I continue to tell myself to forget but it's always the other way around.

Edward. Fucking Edward who I thought was one of my pals screwed my ex girlfriend. Just remembering the face of the fucker makes my blood boils. He's not even worth of my time, so I decided against my instinct to fought him. He's rubbish. I'd never stoop so low just get on his level.

"Zayn, I'm really sorry," Perrie whispered as she dry her tears. I can't even look at her face. Her entire existence suddenly was a curse for me.

"I was lonely and he was there..."

"Lonely?! You're bloody what?!" I shout. Anger seeps through me, but I kept still, standing far from her. "I'm here... I was here."

"It was a mistake!"

"You're a fucking liar! You've been doing this for three bloody months!"

"Mate, she alrea-"

Edward tried to reason out for her but I cut him off, "Shut up. No one's interested with your lies."