the doctor came in and said "Shawn you are gonna die im sorry but i cant do anything to help you since your cancer is on stage 3 and soon going to stage four im so sorry but we cant really do anything" he said
as i was in shock i looked beside me yo see y/n and she was crying was crying ughhh it hurt me to see her cry i looked at the doctor
"do you maybe know how much more time i have left" he looked up from the papers and said "im not really sure but your body is fighting not really good so ill say not alot of time"
i then nodded and said "bye see u next week" as i got up to walk out the door with y/n and we just went in the car and drove home in silence
* a few hours later*
y/n p.o.v
as soon as we got home i went up to our room and locked the door Shawn has tried to get me to open the door but i couldn't bring my self to Shawn knowing hes slowing dying i couldnt take it i had to cut i went into the bathroom that was connected to our room and went into the small black bag as i opened it ik i would regret doing this but i has to
