YOUR P.O.V
AS I SAT THERE WAITING FOR SHAWN I MEAN LIKE I HAVE BEEN DOING THAT FOR 1 MONTH NOW BUT HE STOPED CALLING HE USE TO CALL EVERY DAY THEN ONCE A WEEK THEN ONCE A MONTH NOW HE NEVER CALLS DID HIM GOING ON TOUR CHANG EVERYTHING DID HE FORGOT ABOUT ME WAS I JUST A USELESS PEICE OF SHIT HE USED I GUESS I WAS NOW ALL I HAVE IS HOPE WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT HOPE IS A BITCH EVERYTHING GOES WRONG WHEN I HAVE HOPE BUT IM GIVING UP ON HIM EVERYDAY I JUST WISH HE WOULD TELL ME WHY HE HASNT BEEN CALLING OR EVEN JUST A TEXT BUT NONE OF THAT IM JUST... MY THOUGHTS WERE INTERUPED BY THE DOORBELL RINGING I GOT OFF OF THE COUCH AND OPENED THE DOOR RELEIVING SHAWN I JUST LOOKED AT HIM IN SHOCK AND HE LOOKED SO PALE AND HE LOOKED LIKE HE SAW A GHOST HE LOOKED LIKE HE HAD BEEN CRYING "CAN I COME IN?" HE SAID AND I KNEW HE WAS TRYING NOT TO CRY I NODDED AND OPENED THE DOOR WIDER AND LET HIM IN HE CAME IN AND LOCKED THE DOOR ADN GAVE ME ONE OF HE BEAR HUGS I HUGGED BACK AND I COULD HERE HIM CRYING "WHATS WRONG SHAWN?" I ASKED HIM HE PULLED BACK AND SAID "UM WELL UM U SEE I HAVE CANCER" I JUST STARED AT HIM IN SHOCK "WHEN DID U FIND OUT?"I SAID TO HIM WHILE I TRIED MY HARDEST NOT TO CRY BUT I JUST COULDNT DO IT STARTED CRYING "WHEN I STOPED CALLING U I JUST COULDNT DO IT TALK TO U WHILE LYING TO U ABOUT BEING OK I WAS NOT OK ALL I NEED IS KNOWING YOUR WITH ME RIGHT NOW" HE SAID WHILE HUGGING ME AGAIN "I UNDERSTAND SHAWN U DIDNT WANT ME TO WORRY ABOUT U WHILE U WERE ON TOUR BUT WILL U GET BETTER?" I SAID "IDK I HAVE TO SEE THE DOCTERS TOMMROW" HE SAID WHILE WIPEING AWAY HIS TEARS "OH OK U WANT ANYTHING" I SAID TRYING TO STOP CRYING "NO "HE SAID I LOOKED DOWN AND SHAWN DRAGED ME TO THE SOFA AND CUDDLED WITH HIM TBH I MISSED THAT FEELING WE WATCHED MOVIES ALL NIGHT
~THE NEXT DAY~
SHAWNS P.O.V
I WOKE UP TO SEE Y/N SLEEPING HER HEAD ON MY CHEST I SMILED AT HER AND STARTED STROCKING HER HAIR SHE MOVED A LITTLE AND OPENED HER EYES AND SMILED AT ME AND GOT UP AND RAN TO THE BATHROOM I LAUGHED AND WENT UPSTAIRS TO THE OTHER BATHROOM
~AT THE DOCTERS~ (IM REALLY LAZY AND SLEEPY RIGHTNOW)
ME AND Y/N WERE JUST WAITING FOR THE DOCTER TO TELL US IF I COULD GER SERGURY OR NOT WHEN THE DOCTER CAME IN AND SAID"SHAWN U CAN...............
