y/n p.o.v
As soon as we got home I went up to our room and locked the door Shawn has been trying to get me to open the door but I couldn't bring my self to him knowing he's slowing dying I couldn't take it I had to cut I went into the bathroom that was connected to our room and went into the small black bag as I opened it ik I would regret doing this but I had to
*Moments later*
Shawn's P.O.V
I heard a loud bang i then banged the door with all my strength and it opened she was no where to be found "Y\N" I said hoping she will reply "shit" i heard from the bathroom and I opened the door to see her hiding her arm "what are you doing" I said eyeing her "n-nothing" she said looking at the ground i went closer to her and sat in front of her she still didn't look up i was about to grab her arm when she moved it away "did u cut" I said hoping the answer is a no she said nothing "im sorry i know i promised u i wouldn't but its hard ok its so hard" she said crying "how long have i been cutting" i said looking at her trying my best to not look dissapointed but i really had hope in her " 2 months now" she said "this is all my fault i should have never left you" i said wipeing her tears away she held my hand and said " no no no this is not your fault please don't blame yourself" i just signed and got the first aid kit and got out the bandages and started putting it on her arm after i was done i carried her to the bed and later her down i later down beside her and she hugged me i smiled "lets have a lazy day and forget i even have a sickness" i said looking at her ahhh i can stare at her all day " umm okieee" she said " i laughed at her "your so cute" i said cupping her cheeks she made a duck face and i kissed her she kissed back instantly we pulled apart as she blushed and hid her face "don't be shy" i said
-----------------------------------------------------------please don't get mad ik its short but i promise ill make a part 4 sometime this week ily guys
-Noor
