The start to my misery
Was simply history.
I started out on my own
Yet I wasn't all alone.I had friends and family
Though slowly and insensibly,
I lost myself in the game
The feeling I never overcameThe lies, the whispers
Emotional blisters.
Caught in my head
Bringing back what they said.The voices in my brain
Said I was insane.
I knew for a fact
There was something I lacked.Beauty, brains, self esteem,
None of these belonged to me.
The thought of being lonely
Slowly stuck inside of me.Useless, stupid, ugly
All of these describe me.
I pretended I didn't care
The things I thought I didn't dare.Bullys came and reminded me
The only things I could see
Fat and stupidityThe world thought I was strong
After all they were wrong
Everyone made fun of me
And that was all that I cold seeI was stupid and nieve
They trashed and broke the key
To my sanityI was cracked and broken
My heart cut open
Boys filled my mnd with hate
This was my 7th grade