When I'm on my way to the parking lot and finding my car someone grabs my arm and I didn't expect that she is here.
"What are you doing here? You should go back inside." I faced her.
"Why you didn't say earlier before I liked someone?" She broke her voice I know she was guilty now.
"Look I'm alright! Don't be guilty okay, it's not your fault" I smiled to her although I was hurt seeing her crying because of me.
"No you're not! I know you!" She was really crying hard now.
"Okay, I'm not okay, I was hurt. Seeing you with your husband really torture me! But I can't get you now because you love him and I'm just your best friend. Now is it okay? I said what I really feel are you happy?" I was so pissed to myself for shouting her but that's what she want show what I really feel now.
"Look I'm so sorry" I can't handle this anymore. I want to go far away.
"Lia, I wish you will be happy. Don't mind me, You know how strong am I right? You should enjoy your wedding now so go back inside." Behind her I see Clerk.
I wipe her tears and give her a forehead kiss and hug her.
"Goodbye Lia"
I sign Clerk to get Lia and I smiled to her for the last time.
I wish she can handle herself to her husband, she doesn't needed me anymore I should go far away and find my future.
I turned away and walk when warm fluid flows in my face.
I hate goodbyes.
