Tyler's pov
I'm currently sitting on my bed with my back to the headboard and my laptop on my lap, scrolling through tumbler and sending some love to my people via twitter. Troye had left about an hour and a half ago and I have half an hour befor I have to get ready for lunch with zoe.
Last night I hit a bit of a desperate low for myself, I sounded so needy when I asked troye to stay with me, he'll i was needy. If troye had left i think I might have cryed, pethetic righ! He's so Cute and perfect. This morning after my shower, having walked in with troye bent down looking under the bed, I got a really good view of his cute but. And having him complement me when he knew I was feeling insecure under his lingering gaze, having him shamelessly look over my body (though I'm not sure if it was to make me feel better or weather he was actualy checking me out) was making me get a little flustered. Don't get me wrong troyes my best friend but that dosnt mean he's not hot as fuck!
Having troye close just feels right. I feel so hole when he's around and like something's missing when he leaves. I really need troye in my life i don't know we're id be if I didn't have troye, he helps me through all the trouble I have with family and the stress of work and fans, he's truly a life line. Should I be wary of my affection, I can't jepradise what we have by telling him the feeling I have developed for him, could I?
I was startled out ofu thoughts by a frightening knock on my door.
I looked myself over in the mirror on the way to the door swinging it open to find a not so happy looking Zoë Sugg. She had her hand planted firmly on her small hips and her perfectly shaped eyebrows were drawn together with a slight rindlle of her forehead.
"Tyler! What are you doing? It's 2:00 You were ment to meat me down stares in the lobby 20 minutes ago for lunch! "She said annoyance seeping into her voice.
I blinked a few times, I really must have gotten lost in my thourghts. She raise her eyebrows and I realised I hadn't answered her question.
"Sorry boo, I must have lost track of time. got a lot on my mind". I let out a weak and slightly awkward laught but broke it off short from the displeased glare she gave in return.
Her face and posture softened and concurn took over.
"Hey, you ok ty?" She asked in a worryed tone, reachingher hand out for mine and lacing her fingers trough mine for comfort I didn't know I needed but appreciated none the less.
"I fine.... Just... Just a lot on my mind ya know." I sighed out mumbling my words a little. Zoe picked up on my dazed demeanor.
" yeah, wanna talk about it? Or We can get room survice and watch Netflix?" She smiled warmly making me feel better already.
"Yeah sounds good. Thank you Zoë."
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4 hours and 2 boxes of pizza later zoe had just left and I was getting ready to
Go to dinner with the gang.
it's about 6:00 pm and everyone will be gathering in the lobby about now. I look myself over in the full length mirror fixing a few stray hairs of my Quiff . I am wearing a maroon button down with white spots and black skinny jeans with my black vans, I look cute.
I made my way down the hall with Marcus , him being atractive as always.
Marcus is a sweet guy, but in honesty I don't really think I would date him, myler isn't a ship that will be sailing unfortunately.
"I'm starving!" Marcus grumbled clutching his stomachin over in exaggeration. I just laught not really in the mood for a conversation.
"We should film a myler collab?"
"Yeah if you want." I gave him a smile
"Yay!" Marcus laughed grabbing me in a hug and spinning me around. I screamed fearing for my life as he slung me over his sholder with minimal effort and I let out my signature cackle.
"M-Marcus put m-me down!"
