Abusive Lifestyle™ [ON HOLD]

02

Jhené

As security escorted me to the principals office, I instantly got even more upset. I knew I was getting suspended... I knew I was. Which means more time to be at home with that man. I can't do this shit anymore. I sat in the principles office and he just gave me my papers basically notifying me that I will be suspended for 10.0 days. Great. I grabbed my papers and began walking home.

Mom I miss you, I thought to myself.

I finally made it to my house and slowly opened the door. The door creeked as it opened. I smelt alcohol before I could even step in. As I made my way in, he turned around in the chair. Okay let me stop saying Him... His name is Darwin Harris.

He looked at me.

"So... You got in trouble in school?" He asked calmly. I didn't say anything I just stood there nervously. "You hear words coming from my mouth and I want to hear the same coming from yours."

"I-i I got in fight..."

"With who?"

I just shrugged because I didn't know their names.

"So you got in a fight with someone and don't know them... Dumbass just like your mother..." He said laughing.

I'm tired of this shit. Enough is enough.

"FUCK YOU!" I yelled as I threw my bag at him.

"Fuck me!?" He yes as he throw his alcohol at me. I ducmed causing it to shatter to bots as it hit the wall,and crash multiple times once it hit the ground. As I looked up all I saw was a fist to my face. I fell on my back. He walked closer to me and I quickly kicked him dead in his junk. He dropped to one knee. I got up and ran to the kitchen a d grabbed a pan. I turned around to see him running towards me full speed. I quickly swung the pan across his face. His face turned to the side, blood spitted out.

He fell to the ground. I grabbed a knife and got on top of him.

"I HATE YOU BITCH!" He yelled spitting blood on me.

"Yeah... The feelings mutual." I said as I stabbed him dead in between his forehead. I stood up and slid down the refrigerator door crying. I never kilt anyone and I never dreamt of it either. I got myself together after a while of crying because I don't know what's next. I can't stay here... I have no where to go. Where can I go? I have no where, no one. I don't want to be on the streets but do I have a choice?

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rolling a suitcase behind me as I make turns into unknown areas. I'm getting exhausted, I have to sit down. As I sat down I notice it was getting dark. Too dark.

As I sat down against the cold brick wall I suddenly, heard a bunch of yelling and screaming.

"Shut up! YOU STOLE FROM ME!" a deep voice yelled.

"I DID MY JOB QUINCY!" A higher voice yelled back. The voices were getting closer and closer. I began to get nervous and so I his behind a big dumpster.

"SO YOUR JOB IS TO STEAL FROM ME? FOR WHAT!?"

"BECAUSE I HAD TO GE--" THE DUMPSTER SQUEAKED causing them to stop talking and look in my direction. I slowly came from behind the dump and they immediately aimed there guns at me. I put my hands up in surrender.

"Who are you?" The man said.

"Jhené..." I said nervously.

"What did you hear?" The woman asked.

I shook my head violently.

They look at eachother.

"We can't trust her..." The girl say. My eyebrows furrow.

"YOU CAN! PLEASE DONT KILL ME... I JUST WANT TO GO TO SLEEP! THATS ALL! I HAVE A LOT ON MY ASS RIGHT NOW THE LAST THING I GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IS YOUR PROBLEMS!" I Yelled. The mans eyes open wide.

"Go..." He said lowly.

"WHAT ARE YOU CRAZY!?" The girl asked him.

"Go ... Before I change my mind."

I grabbed my bag and ran down the street full speed. I will never forget that face.