Abusive Lifestyle™ [ON HOLD]

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Tazz

Jhene is something... Special. I'm low key starting to like her. Low key. But I ain't that type of friend to do my best friend like that. Its good to fantasies, right?

The bell rung for us to go to class. I really wasnt fucked up about school but I needed an education. I had to get my priorities straighten. Education before the streets. Books smarts and street smart is important.I had biology, I never liked it, and it never liked me. I went in the class and sat in the back table. I sat back in the seat and got on my phone. I looked through my messages until...

"MR. KILLIAN!" Ms James said.

Her fat, obese, bald, no edge, 2 centimeter inch bang, finger sucking, ass yelled. Being extra.

I looked up with furrowed eyebrows. Like, bitch did you really just yell at me?

"Put it up!" She yelled.bi stared at her for a second and did as was told before I go off on this fat no neck, wrinkle cheek, bitch.

As she went on and on about species and organisms, I began day dreaming.

A tap my pencil on the table as she continued talking.

"As species gro--" she stopped and looked at me.

I stop tapping and looked back at her. She rolled her eyes and continued.

"As species grow whe--"

I continued to tap the pencil. She looked at me and slam down on the desk.

"GET OUT!" she yelled. I put up my hands like, what I do?

"OUT!" she yelled louder. Everyone started laughing. I grabbed my bag and walked out. But before I did. "Fat ass, get yo fat ass a quadruplet McBurger!" I said as I left.

As I was going down the hall I see two people arguing. Boy. Girl.  One voice seems familiar.

"Bitch, I'm so sick of Hoes like you!" The dude said put his finger on her forehead pushing her head back. All I seen was the back of her head.

"AND IM SICK OF BROKE DOWN NIGGAS LIKE YOU! ALL YOU DO IS HANG AROUND THESE NO WALL, HAVING HOES AND ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS PUT YOUR SHRIMP DICK IN EVERYTHING THAT WALKS!" She said as she slapped him across the face as she got all up on him. Breast to chest. He turned back towards her biting his lip, he balled up his fist and swung at her, connecting to her jaw. She fell down, her curly hair covered her face.

I ran over there and pushed the dude against the locker.

"What the fuck is wrong with you!? That's a female bro!" I said balling up my fist. "Fight a nigga, pussy nigga!"

"She fucking hit me!" He yelled back as he fixed himself and walked off.

I turned back towards the girl and saw it was Jhene. She had a busted lip. She looked up at me with watery eyes as if she was about to cry.

"Damn, Jhené... You
Alright?" I asked as I helped her up.

"I'm fine..." She said as she stood up fixing her clothes. "I'm use to it..."  She said as she went to the bathroom.

Jhené

I look at myself and I'm not liking what I see. Why am I a punching bag? I just want someone to love me. Is that to much to ask? I just broke down right then and there.

After a while I wiped my face and fixed my hair. I put cold water on a napkin, and pushed it against my lip. I grabbed my things and exited. I can't keep doing this...

I went to class and sat down in the middle of the class.

So let me catch y'all up. Okay?

Malachi, my "boyfriend". Yes the one that punched me just a few seconds ago. We been together for a couple years. 6 to be exact. Yes, I love him. Does he love me back? Ehhh sounds like something you should ask him. I never brought him up to y'all because, well... He wasn't really relevant. Yes he hits me, but I hit him too. Abusive relationship. My problem with him is he's a hoe. He treats me like shit but treat these ransoms like goddesses. When it needs to be the other way around. I don't know maybe I'm being extra.

Malachi has been my first... Everything. Except my first, first. (Still a virgin)
I think that's where the issues start. He rushes me to have sex with him when I'm just not ready. So he goes to these randoms and does whatever he does.  No I don't know for sure if that's what he does but come on now... Like he gone be like "Hey bae, just had sex with my other how, how's your day going?" Like no...

We'll see how it goes.