Abusive Lifestyle™ [ON HOLD]

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Jhené

"Hey, Anybody home!?" The sound of Aden's voice echoed through the house as the door slammed. I grabbed the knife and took it out the cabinet quickly, not unlocking eye contact with Tazz who was now breathing deeply. I turned away from him and walked into the living room.

"Hey Aden..." I said as I took a seat.

Tazz didn't say anything he headed out the door without even speaking.

"What's up with him?" Aden asked.

"Besides loyalty?" I mumbled.

"Huh?"

"Nothing. Forget it." I said as I got up and went to my room. I went to my bed and just stared at the ceiling.

Tazz does things to piss me off and he know what he did was fucked up. Yeah we aren't together, but we semi had feelings for each other. He didn't even have the decency to tell me he had a girlfriend, nor did he tell me he had her pregnant. I heard it from other people telling each other. That really hurt me... But I guess by now after everything I been through, I should be use to it huh?

*Sigh*

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Tazz

I left Jhené in her phony ass feelings. She act like she my girl or something bro. Anyway, I headed off to my girl house. Just to check up on her. I knocked on the door and her mom answered. Guarantee her mother doesn't like a bone in me. If I was to choke she would pray, I don't stop choking. Bitch.

As soon as she seen me she closed the door. I mentally rolled my eyes. I knocked once again and she opened it, leaning against the door frame.

"Is --" I was cut off.

"No... And... Didn't I tell you to let someone know when your coming so they can get prepared for the ugliness arriving at there door step?" She said as she looked down.

"Ha... Ha... Ha... Very fucking funny. Oh since my ugliness is enough for you, how do you feel about seeing my little Jr. Running around here?" I said laughing.

Her face looked up at me and her eyes got big.

"Christina? CHRISTINA IS PREGNANT!? AND ... AND YOUR THE FATHER!?" She yelled.

"Wow... This has been a good visit... Glad to share the news... Have a nice day." I said as I got jogged to my car. She took off her house shoes and ran right behind me. I ran around the car repeatedly.

"YOU SON OF A BITCH!" She yelled.

"You might wanna see if weight watchers is calling. You might need to run another lap to keep up with me you big bitch!" I laughed as I hopped in the car and locking it, then driving off.

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Jhené

Aden gave me a ride over to Tazz apartment. And I was on some Diary of a mad black woman type shit. I gripped the bat and went straight in the kitchen. I swung at the dirty dishes, I swung at the glass cups, glass plates, and the glass on the oven. I went to his bedroom, and destroyed everything. I went into his closet and ripped everything off the racks.

After I was done I headed to the front door. As I reached for the knob,the door flew open and it was Tazz. My eyes got big, and I dropped the bat.

"What're you doing here?" He asked as he looked passed my head and seen the kitchen. "WHAT THE FUCK!?" He said as he pushed passed me. "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO!?"

"I-i --" I honestly didn't know what to say at all. I didn't mean to. I mean... I meant to but I ... I didn't.

"I-i?! THE FUCK IS I-I ??.... get out...."

"Tazz..."

"GET OUT!"

I slowly left the room.

Five weeks later...

It's been five weeks since I talked to Tazz. I see him everyday and he doesn't even say anything to me. And I do the same. I got a boyfriend now. His name is Dillon. He is amazing. He goes to our school, we met in Chemistry class.

I know what your thinking. What about Malachi? Well... Malachi is ... Dead. No I'm kidding. He is out of the hospital. He is okay. "Surprisingly" he is with that girl that jumped me. I see them everyday and they act as if they are just the best couple ever. When he still trying to get back with me. Why? Who knows child. I'm over it, and him. Boys these days are a trip you know. I'm in my bedroom watching TV. When I hear Tazz and Aden and group of girls/boys they had in the living room. I grabbed a towel and some clothes.

I walked out my room and cross the hall. Everyone faced towards me and I simply continued walking. I got in the shower, did my cleaning and rinsing and put on a black crop top bra that had spikes on the breast area, a high waist leather skirt, and my black high top air forces. I put my hair in two buns. I put on some clear lip gloss and grabbed my black gold MK purse. I walked out the bathroom and into the living room and walked passed everyone. Tazz had a girl on his lap. No biggy. The rest of there homeboys was starring as I walked by. I laughed in the inside and walked out the door. I walked down the hallway and into the elevator. As I got in the elevator people were getting off. When I leaned against the wall, the elevator doors closed. I pressed M for main. The elevator went down and I got off and went to Aden's truck. I got it and headed towards Dillon place. Since he wanted to watch a scary movie. As I arrived he was already outside. I got out the truck embarrassed and shy. I walked up to him and grabbed his hand and he lead us inside.