Crazy/Beautiful (I lost My Virginity To A Beast)

Chapter 4

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"She's what?" I asked impatiently silently watching as he took deep breaths trying to control his uneven breathing. I let my gaze pierced through him as if I were looking into his soul.

"She's a half-dryad" He whispered his eyes searching mine, asking questions I knew the answers too but were afraid to speak.

"A half-dryad? How could that be? They been extant for at least four centuries." My voice shook as the words poured out of my mouth in a stutter.

My heart dropped in my chest as my knees felt weaken.

"Yes I'm afraid so..."

"How?" I roared afraid of wanting to know the truth, If it's true our love would be forbidden.

"The cell counts in her body is the exact amount of a half-dryad. What scares me the most is that she doesn't have any white or red blood cells in her body. Fighting off any diseases should be impossible. She should be already dead. But when I did some research

I notice that she may be the first descended of Esmeralda Leona Passmore."

My head was spinning as my vision blurred; closing my eyes I couldn't think. Afraid if I did I would break at any moment.

Legend has it that Esmeralda was very beautiful. That she had every creäture worshipping her. But when her eyes fell upon a human she gave up her abilities to birth his child. She died six months later of a broken heart. No one knew why or the whereabouts of her child.

"Alpha, I understand that this is a lot to take in but if I'm right about her being half-dryad then you would have to find a loop-whole for..."

"Why did my wolf choose her? How could I mate with someone I'm forbidden to be with?" I inquired feeling heartbroken.

"Your wolf didn't choose his mate, it was destined for you to be with her. Sir, you been waiting over 340 years for your mate. You can't just give up now..." He said coming towards me placing a comforting hand on my shoulder as I looked upon her sleeping beauty.

"Look at her beauty sir... the innocence you said you seen in her eyes and her long green silky hair. No one would judge you sir if you want to be with her. You can't just walk away..."

"I have no choice. I will not endanger my kingdom.... my people. I rather be alone then be with someone who will never love me." I murmured thinking of our brief encounter.

"How would you know that sir? Our kind never feels the true effects of love until we find our mate. The love we felt from our parents is nothing compared to the bond you two will create. Alpha... love is like being blind for so long and now being able to see. I'm 590 years old and I didn't start living until I was around your age. Take it from me, a blind man will never let go of someone who brings him light."

"Our love is forbidden...no one will ever accept it. I will not end her life...our life. I couldn't... I can't...that would be selfish of me." I walked away before he could have the last word and change my mind.

Never once did I look back.

As soon as I closed the door to my room, my heart ached.... my lungs became inflammable making it impossible for me to breathe.

Silently I listened to my heart stopped beating as I closed my eyes and fell upon my knees.

"One last cry" I sobbed as a tear silently ran down my cheeks, as I shut myself from the world welcoming the darkness.

The emptiness....

And The pain....

All of my dreams are the same.

I find myself wanting to die as I watch speechless from a distance as they repeatedly shot the man who I loved and drain the rest of his blood from his body so that I can't bring him back.

Before he dies, his voice is unafraid as he tells me that he loves me and we will meet again. the tears falling rapidly down his eyes tells me that he doesn't regret us being together but not being able to see me give birth to our sons.

He made me escaped and made me promise to never look back or come for him. I found myself breaking that promise as I looked into his eyes for the last time as they closed.

I never had the courage to find out how my dreams ended until today, I would always find myself trying to wake up and when I failed they would just start over from the beginning.

"Alez'anderia" I heard a voice gently whisper against the darkness.

"Hello is anyone there?" I questioned looking around frighten in the darkness.

"Enbrace your destiny. You can't run away from it" The voice whispered again as the words blow across my skin like the wind.

"I don't understand" I said unsure of how to respond.

"Love is the key never forget that" Another voice shouted causing my fear to become stuck in my throat.

"Who are you? What do you want" My voice shook as I didn't even recognize my voice scared that it was having a terrible nightmare.

"I am your mother Alez'anderia you do not need to be afraid I will not cause you any harm." The gentle voice whispered again.

"Show yourself." I demanded as I watched horrified as a woman dressed in a white flowing dressed, green beautiful silky hair with matching eyes walk towards me.

My first instinct was to back up considering that I am afraid and never knew my mother.

"You are a powerful half-dryad who is a mate to the king of wolves. The laws forbidden the relations of two and will try everything in their power to destroy what you have." She told me looking deep into my eyes.

I stared at her as if she had grown another head thinking I lost my marbles.

"I don't understand" I again.

"Love him as if he is breathing your last breath. The love the two of you will share will overcome every obstacle and grow so powerful only if there is trust. Together uniting the two forces will destroy any enermy who would stand in the way of your happiness. Together the forbidden laws will no longer exist." She said while showing me an imagine of me and a man holding two beautiful kids similar to the ones in my dreams.

"Who is he?" I questioned as I thought about the handsome man I just saw.

Instead of answering me she kept repeating "Wake up..." Her voice started to fade. With little strength I did have I opened my eyes to a blinding white light.

"Embrace your future" It she said before I shot up in a comfortable bed looking around panicking unfamiliar with my surroundings.

"Find him..."My mother whispered before her voice faded and was no longer there.