Barely Hanging On . . .

Chapter 4

Hey guys sorry I haven’t been uploading but I just couldn’t figure out how to start this chapter but now that I know, I’m writing the fourth chapter so I hope you enjoy it! Thx! 

P.s. this chapter has just a little bit of sexual content, but nothing major.  i'm giving you fair so if you don't like that stuff don't read this chapter 

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Chapter 4

Marrissa’s P.O.V.

After I beat Spencer at the splash fight we went inside and decided to watch the movie that we didn’t even get to start, it was the new Harry Potter movie. I didn’t get to see it yet so we were watching it now and I got to say it was pretty good I was so absorbed in the movie I didn’t even know when Spencer got up to get us more popcorn, heck I didn’t even know we ran out of popcorn!

Spencer’s P.O.V.

As I watched Marrissa while she was watching the movie I noticed she didn’t look like her normal self, it looked like she was stressed and tired. I had to talk to her, I know she wanted to tell me what she did while I was gone but I don’t think it was anything good considering how overworked she looked. While I was gone a lot changed like the attitude towards Marrissa, before I wanted to hide my feelings for her but now after I was away for so long I wanted to just blurt them out but I knew she didn’t feel the same way considering how she always told me I was only her friend plus if I told her it would ruin our friendship. This summer I realized that I would have to make her fall for me so we can be happy together, but sadly I didn’t know how to start that plan. I walked back into the living and sat down next to her, I glanced over to her to see she was falling asleep so I carried her upstairs and laid her down on my bed. I knew I had to tell her how I felt soon because I couldn’t stand to see her with other guys like her one boyfriend, what was his name, oh yeah Blake. Ugh I didn’t like that guy he only dated Marrissa because she’s beautiful and he wanted her for her body. Once I found that out I beat the crap out of him and told him never to talk to her again, the next day he broke up with her he said it wasn’t working out because he liked another girl. I don’t understand where she finds these guys at, it’s painful to watch her with them but none of them were serious so that’s good. I was so exhausted from the flight so I quickly took off my shirt and put on basketball shorts and climbed into bed next to her and before I knew sleep overcame me . . .

(The next morning)

Spencer’s P.O.V.

I woke up to the feeling of Marrissa’s leg wrapped around my waist and her arm around my neck. I smiled and decided to tease her a little so I blew air in her ear and she started to squirm which only made my plan backfire because she rubbed against my lower half, if you know what I mean and I moaned which made her wake up and realization showed on her face and she quickly jumped off the bed.

“Uh I think I’m going to go make breakfast.” she said trying to say her words clearly.

Before I could answer she ran out of the room. I sat up and decided to follow her downstairs. When I went to the kitchen she was standing over the stove making pancakes. I loved pancakes. She turned around with a smile on her face.

“I’m making your favorite breakfast, pancakes.” she said

“I know I smelled them.” I said happy to have her here making me breakfast.

“Spencer I need to talk to you.” she said seriously.

“Ok about what?” I said.

“Ummmm it’s about what I did this summer.” she said as she set down my pancakes.

“Go ahead tell me.”

“Ok well I went to see my dad last month.” she said quickly.

“WHAT?!” I spluttered choking on my pancakes.

“Don’t be mad.” she said innocently.

“I’m not mad, it’s just I thought you said you didn’t want to see him?” I asked

“I know but I needed answers from him and-” she stopped and I noticed she was crying so

I got up and hugged her to me. When she looked up I smiled lovingly at her and wiped her tears away.

“Tell me what happened.” I said gently so she wouldn’t start crying again.

We sat down and she told me the whole story and by the time she was done telling me what happened, my fists were clenched so hard my knuckles were turning white, my jaw was so tense it felt like it would crack under the pressure, and I was so pissed off I wanted to hit something.

"I can't believe that jacka** blamed it all on you! Ugh!" i yelled.

"Spencer, calm down. I'm not going to go back.'' she said defensively.

“Your damn right you’re not because I’m not letting you!” I said frustrated.

“Spencer, you aren’t my boss. If I want to go see him again, I will, but I don’t want to see him so I won’t okay?” she said annoyed.

“I know I’m sorry for saying you couldn’t, but I just worry about you.” I said giving up and going to give her a hug.

“I know but you’re still a little overprotective.” she said but it sounded muffled against my chest.

“I can’t help it, you’re like a little sister to me.” I said even though it pained me to ever call her a little sister. I wanted her to be my girlfriend but I couldn’t tell her because she didn’t feel the same way, but that would change once I made her fall for me

Marrissa P.O.V.

Once he said I was like a little sister I realized he would never like me like that. I mean look at me, Spencer goes for pretty, skinny girls who’ll give him what he wants, I’m just his fat best friend who’s still a virgin, taking her time to wait for the right guy.  He would never like me and i finally understood that i would never be good enough for him.  I had to get out of here before my pathetic tears started falling.

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hey guys i just wanted to let you know marrissa isnt fat she's just curvy but she hasnt realized that yet ok?  just wanted to clarify that little detail . . .