I'm In Here by Sia
Written in Niall's POV
The walls are covered in pictures of us. The blue walls make the room seem darker than it really is. The pictures are covered in the shadow made by the tree by my window. My eyes traced the branches and leaves that are all over my room. My eyes go to the only sunlight in the room. It circled one picture.
"I'm sorry sir, can you please take of picture of us" she said to the man with dark hair and glasses that sat at the bridge of his nose. "Sure" he said while taking the camera. She smiled that beautiful smile then ran over to where I was standing. We were in Paris and she wanted a picture of us with the tower that trademarked Paris.
I squinted my eyes trying to adjust to the light that the picture reflected. My hands made my way to my eyes and the rubbed them until it hurt. That made it worse. The back of my head met the frame of my bed, my way of frustration.
"Smile" the man said. Her and I both smiled at the stranger holding the camera. He took it away from his face and said "perfect." She jumped with joy and took the camera back. I laughed at how happy she was.
My eyes started watering, why was I such a jerk that day. Why did that last drink take over me like that. "I'm in here, trapped in my own mind and stuck in my nightmares" I said to myself. No one could hear me,I was in my house that I once wanted to share with her, but that dream was over and sadly done with. 'I'm in here, why can't anyone see I'm slowing breaking." My head slowly made it's way back up to look at the picture. The sun had gone down enough that the picture wasn't reflecting it's rays. I saw the tower that trademarked Paris. I saw her smiled and her hand on my chest, I saw her hair blowing in the wind and I saw my hair, messy, just the way she liked it. The smile on my face wasn't fake then. I say my hand on her waist and the other one on the rail behind me. "I'm in here, slowly dying from the pain" I said when a tear rolled. "I messed things up and I've screwed up alot of things" I said out loud thinking someone could hear me. "I'm in here, can anybody help"
