The IT girl (Pretty Little Liars)

Chapter 12: Back Off

'Dude, seriously get out of my way', I said to Jason. 'Are you going to be like this now?', he asked. 'Don't touch me', I said when he pushed me against a window behind me. 'Everything okay here?', Adam said behind me. 'Yeah he was just about to leave', I said. 'Bella', Jason said. He punched the train right behind my head. 'Dude she asked you to leave, you better respect her choice, we need to be on stage', Adam said. 'I am coming', I said. 'Hey are you okay?', Hanna asked. 'I don't think there is much left of me and Jason', I said. 'Oh', Hanna said. 'Adam gave me an offer that I can't turn down, because it's what I have always wanted', I said. 'What is it?', Spencer asked. 'I need to go on stage, I'll tell you later', I said. 'Okay, have fun out there', Emily said hugging me. 'What took you so long', Adam said. 'Sorry my friends', I said. 'Are you okay?', Tommy asked. 'Yeah I am okay, let's play', i said and we played his new single Ghost Town. It was amazing. Until I saw Jason with Cece. Were did she came from. She suppose to be gone out of Rosewood. Adam looked at me with a look of concern but I couldn't keep my eyes off Cece and Jason. I could feel a tear streaming down my face. They were kissing. Lucy we were singing a sad song so people thought it was part of the act. But it wasn't.

The act was done and I stormed off stage. 'How could you do that to me again!', I said slapping him right in the face. The girl came rushing over. 'CeCe, you were once my friend, it really hurts seeing you do this', I said. 'Adam do we have time for one song and an announcement?', i asked. 'You got one?', Adam asked. 'No, stay, this message is also for you two', I said. 'Adam can you play guitar for me? I want acoustic Whatya want from me', I said. 'Great choice babe', Adam said. I sang the song flawless as I could. The girls were so stunned by the performance and even Jason and CeCe were listening. 'So eh I want to make an announcement to all off you. I've been offered a deal that I can't say no too', I said. 'Adam asked me to go on his tour and Adam if the offer still stands, I would be delighted to come with you', I said. 'So it's a yes/', Adam asked and he smiled big time. 'yes I go with you', I said. I heard a lot of applause and Adam hugged me. 'Why haven't you said anything', Spencer said. 'She didnt'knew until this morning', Adam said. 'Thanks Adam, at least you are a guy who actually keeps his promise', I said. 'Always', Adam said. 'What promise?', Emily asked. 'When I left high school I promised I would come back for her and I did', Adam said. 'You did', I said. 'So you are not just doing it because of you and Jason, using this as an escape?', Aria asked. 'No I don't, I do it because I love Adam, because I love singing and this has always been my dream', I said. 'but we are so going to miss you', Hanna said hugging me. 'I am going to miss you guys too', I said. We all hugged. 'When are you leaving?', Hanna asked. 'We leave the day after tomorrow, sorry for the short notice, but I kind a hoped you would go with me', Adam said. 'No it's good, I already talked to my mum and sis and they want me to go and enjoy life', I said. 'You are going to have so much fun', Adam said. 'With you I always have fun', I said. Adam ruffled trough my hair. 'You two are cute, why are you gay again?', Spencer asked. 'I wouldn't know, but Bella is special for me, we are each others first', Adam whispered. 'Adam, seriously', I said and I punched him friendly. He pretended to be hurt again. 'Haha very funny', I said laughing.

The next morning I was packing my suitacase and I sighted. I had to write a letter to the girls so they know why I suddenly left Rosewood. That it was for a reason and not just that I wanted to follow my dream. I needed to explain that it had nothing to do with them.

My dear friends,

You will be forever in my heart as long as I live. But I owe you a better reason why I leave Rosewood. It's because of A. A was keeping an eye on me all the time, according to A I am getting to close to the truth and I don't even know what A means by that. Perhaps it is because I am hanging on with a different kind a crowd then you guys. I am close to CeCe, weather I like it or not, perhaps she has a lot to deal with it, more then we know. I was close to Alison in a different way then you were. She might have been a different person with you guys then with me and CeCe. The fight with Jason at the Halloween train was half fake half real. The part that he kissed CeCe was played. It was so A would be distracted. Keeping the focus on me. The part that we fought was real though. There is nothing left of this relationship. As much as I have loved him, or I think that it was love. I might be wrong about that too. I don't know it anymore. CeCe kissed Jason because I asked her to do. Jason knew about the plan too. I wanted you to believe it so A would see that it's real. I am going away now because A wants me too. Perhaps I am returning, perhaps I am not. I just want to be with Adam now. He makes me feel safe and he has always been there for me as long as I can remember. So don't worry about me. I know I am going to have a bless on tour. Don't try to lie unless you can't do otherwise, A has a way of finding it all out. I love you guys. I hope to see you soon again. Perhaps you can come to one of my shows when I am nearby. I also figured out my feelings for Adam. I love him. He loves me. It's a weird relationship only we know the whole truth off. Jason and I have loved each other. But we're done. It wasn't the right time. Sorry if it seemed that I had a secret life or something. Turns out that I had. Doesn't mean I stop thinking about you, about the moments we had here in Rosewood. I may leave Rosewood, but Rosewood would never leave me. Neither are you guys.

Much love always Bella. Now known as Anna (Annabella).

I put it in an envelope and wrote there names on it. I took one good look in my room. It was so weird knowing that it would be the last time I was here for the last time. Knowing that I would be touring with Adam for the next few months. After that thought I closed the door and left my room.