Babysitter (Sasuke Love Story)

~Chapter 14~

  I laid there on my bed no longer weeping but thinking. My eyes red and tear stains down my face. Why did I care if he had a girlfriend. I didn't. I DON'T. I CAN'T!! I will never care for someone that is like that. I will not talk to him. For all my mind knows he will no longer exist in my life. Even if he is my babysitter. I heard a car honk outside the window. It was Sasuke being dropped of by some guy. I closed my room door and locked it. I got a couple of clothes and took a shower. I washed my face. After I finished showering I wrapped the towel around myself. And as I went to grab my clothes in the mirror I stopped. I looked at myself. On the outside my face looks the same. But for anyone that knows me they will know that I am upset. Right then and there I made a promise to myself. From here on now I will hide my feelings. Everyone around me has there own wall. A wall separating how I feel and how they feel. I will be the same ,but inside of me is blunt. An average person would be mad at Sakura and Sasuke. I can't hate anymore. I cried to much to hate. They are no longer apart of my world. They no longer exist in the world I live in.
I was snapped out of thought when someone knocked at my room door. I quickly got dressed into this:

(-The Picture-)
I walked to my bed and sat on it. Thinking whether I should open the door or not. I looked at my alarm clock the time was 10:55pm. A knock came from the door again. "Myia are you awake?" he asked. I didn't answer. He was no longer apart of the world I live in. "well if you are dinners ready..... I'll just leave it by the door," he said. As soon as he walked away from my door and downstairs I walked out of my room, and downstairs to make my own dinner. I refuse to eat the food he makes. Since he doesn't exist anything he make doesn't exist. I opened the fridge downstairs quietly because the last thing I wanted to see was his face. That's when I heard that voice. "Sasuke what took you so long to get back." That voice of that pink bitch. I looked in through the living room door. To see Sakura cuddling with Sasuke. "Sasuke why couldn't we go to my place this house is so lame," she said. "I am babysitting," he said. "Oh right that little brat from before," Sakura said. Sasuke didn't say anything. Anger raged inside of me. But my face stayed blunt. She's in my house. Eating my food. On my coach. Has this bitch lost her mind. Because I'm about to lose mine. Sakura then kissed Sasuke then they began making out on my couch. That's when I lost it. I punched a hole in the wall causing the two to jump and look at me. Sasuke's eyes saddened when they saw me."What are you doing in my house," I said bluntly. "Myia I-"I wasn't talking to you Sasuke!," I scolded. He looked a little shocked. Sakura smirked and said, "Making out with my boyfriend what else." "Get out.."I said. "excuse me you can't kick me-"GET OUT NOW!!!!," I yelled at Sakura. She ran outside terrified. I looked at Sasuke and he looked upset and a little mad. "You get out too," I said to him. He looked up at me and said," Why?" In a low monotone voice as if he was hoping for something not to happen.
"Because ........I hate you," I said bluntly. And that then seemed to brake him. His eyes turned from onyx black to a darker black. A colder black. A black of solitude, and hate. "I.....see," he said getting up. "I'll get my stuff and go," he said. I didn't care what he did as long as he was away from my sight. I walked up to my room wanting to cry.... but I had no more tears left no more tears to show. Mom always tell me to sing when I'm sad and they're not here. I went out to my balcony looked at the sky. The moon was big. I sat on my chair, and sang. I just sang not knowing what to sing.
 

(The video)

One final tear slide down my face, and there I saw him looking up at me and there on his face was a tear. He quickly whipped the tear away and drove off.