Have you ever thought?
Thought how everything would be?
How everything would be if you weren't here, if you left?
How would everyone react when you take your last breath and lower your chest?
When your lips slide apart and you're lungs are tired and done.
When your parents hold your hand and suddenly you're gone.
When you're no longer here on earth with all this pain.
When you're high above watching the falling rain.
The pills you took killed you at last.
You didn't know how death could go so fast.
Did you do the right thing?
To leave all your miseries and pain behind like a sting.
A sting with so much pain, placed on each one of your loved ones neck.
Even if they maybe did it all right, they suffer because of you, their heart is a wreck.
You were loved, loved by all.
You just didn't noticed cause you were too weak and small.
Too much into yourself to actually notice your friends/family's embrace.
Too much into yourself and tears streaming down your face.
After all it maybe was a selfish thought?
To take your life because of all the pain it brought.
Leave the ones you love broken and with so much pain.
Knowing what you did was actually all in vain.
All you really accomplished was to let your pain go out over everybody else, instead of keep fighting in life and for the human race.
Now one more life is gone. Now the human race got one person less, one.
But you're as important like the rest.
Now fill your lungs with air and raise your chest.
Cause you're at earth right now.
Nothing have happened, but you're aware of what can happen if you take it.
Nobody wants to be buried too early in a pit.
Written by Zandy1997 thx for giving me the permission to post it's a really great poem :)