Autumn Leaves

Six

*time skip* one month*
Trigger warning. Maybe SMUT
Enjoy nonetheless :)
Jennay•*•*•*
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*Vic point of view*

The blade glided across his wrist. Blood pours onto his lap. Tears streaming down his face. He was sobbing my name. Carving it into his wrist. My initials, my full name "Victor", then an "X" through it.

My initial thought was to stop him, to help him. But by the time I could move to do anything, he was limp and losing consciousness. I rush to dial 911 and I tell them the adress.

When they get here all I can do is cry as they load him into the back of the ambulance. They ask me if I want to ride with him. Of course I do.

I bolt up wide awake. It was just a dream. I feel my heart pounding in my chest. I check the time. 3:28 am. I decide to text Kellin. I'm sure he'll understand.

Kellin.. :'(

He texted back about five minutes later.

Baby why are you sad?

Bad dream.. about you :'(

I'll be over in half an hour.

God I love him so much.

Thanks babe. Love you.

Love you too Vic :)

In about a half an hour, like he said, Kellin had climbed up the tree behind my window and was sitting on the branch closest to my window. I heard him tapping on the window and I got out of bed. I turned my desk lamp on so he could see. I walk over to the window, go on my toes to unlock it, and open it so he can get in. He nearly knocks down the entire thing but it's okay. I'm just glad he's here.

He comes over to me and wraps his arms around me in one of the tightest hugs I've ever had. And that means a lot since he's the one constantly hugging me. I basically wrap my entire body around him due to my size, and on that note he set me on the bed and sat next to me, Indian style.

Tears gathered in my eyes. Kellin placed a hand on my back and pulled me closer to him. He sits back in bed and pulls me to his chest. I can hear his heart beat. He started to shush me like a kid, but it was calming. He brushed his fingers though my hair, and whispered in my ear. "It's okay."

I cuddle up to him and just let the tears fall. That silent cry slowly turned into a sob. He hugged me tight and kept reassuring me it's okay. He never asks what the dream was about, he just comforts me. That's what you're supposed to do.

We lay there for awhile, him running his fingers through my hair, me with my arms around him. Us, silently talking about the dream, then we moved on to talking about college, and music, and just everything on our minds. Now out in the open. Everything that was on my mind, out. Except for one thing.

"Kellin?" I asked.

"What is it babe?"

"How much do you love me?"

"More than anything Vic. More than anything." He kissed my forehead.

"Are you sure?"

"What type of question is that? Of course I'm fucking sure." He sat up. "Vic I will do anything in this world to show you how much I love you. You mean so much to me. I mean it." He looked me in the eye with tears welling in them. "I wouldn't fucking be here if I didn't love you. If it was any other person texting me in the middle of the night I would tell them to fuck off." He brought me close to him. "Don't you ever fucking doubt that I don't love you."

Before he could properly end his sentence, my lips crashed into his. Soon enough, it turned into a full on make out session, tongues touching, lip biting, back scratching, boner making, make out session. We weren't going all the way yet, it was barely one month into our relationship. I could tell that's what he wanted though, due to his moaning into my mouth. I have to admit even I kinda wanted to go all the way too, but I know we should wait. But that, of course, didn't stop me from palming him through his jeans. This just made him moan louder, probably not his best idea seeing how it's almost five in the morning, but I loved it.

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That session of pleasure was soon to be ended with Kellin having to get home, knowing he'd be dead meat if his dad didn't see him leave the house in the morning. I kiss him goodbye and he exits through the window. I watch him leave, and go down the tree. I'm really happy he's in my life. I honestly don't know where I would be without him.

I try to go back to bed but I can't stop thinking about the past couple of hours. It was the first time in our relationship that we did what we did. We agreed we would wait at least until the end of the semester to go all the way.

That's reasonable. Responsible too. It seemed like a decent wait. Two months from now is the end of the semester. During the summer I'm going to start focusing more on my music. My major. But I still took art classes. Mostly because I just wanted to learn how to get better at drawing.

I turn off my lamp and lay down in my bed. I start to fall asleep when my phone goes off. Kellin.

I love you Vic. More than anything okay?

I texted him back almost immediately.

Okay. I love you too.

And on that I turn my phone on silent and happily go to sleep until seven, when I go to the place I get to see Kellin more.