This is a long one and i recommend you listen to Moments and this is not mine its from some girl..
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Imagine you're Harrrys girlfriend you were loved by many and hated by more. One day you were scrolling threw your mentions on twitter and got loads of tweets saying 'you should kill yourself', 'you werent good enough' you got so upset, and felt so done, Harry was on tour and you missed him loads. you only had one thing you could do. you had nowhere to turn. You knew Harry would be sad but you knew he was strong enough yo make it. you wrote a note to Harry and left it on the counter after about 10 minutes of nonstop crying you went back into your bathroom. You found one of Harry's old shaving razors. You started a cold bath.You stripped your clothes and stared into the mirror "ugly" you thought to yoursel.You got into the tuband began to cut yourself over and over again, The blood made the water red, You became dizzy,blood oozing out of your body, You felt in control but as the dizziness took over you more lost every feeling,You wanted to get up and stop but you were too weak, and everything went black 3 days later,you were found dead in you and Harry's bathroom, Harry found out the news, and cried for days, Nobody but him and your family knew of your passing,and Harry just told everyone he was very ill and that is why he could not perform, a couple days later the officer that found you dead, the first person to see you like you were, flew out to meet Harry and gave him the letter you wrote.
"Dear Harry,
i've been treated like shit by too many people I have my guard up all the times, and I've built walls because im afraid to ever get hurt again, Im stubborn because if im not i get walked all over i cry easy because im emotional and a wreck i dont make sence half the time because i have too many things run through my head at once, I'm not an easy person to understand. You dont deserve to be hurt by my selfishness. I love you Harry i really do,Your amazing,You gave me happiness,4 years of my life it was amazing to watch you grow into a fine young man. I sound so much like your mum but i'm saying this as your girlfriend and as your friend, You should be happy I don't want to see you unhappy You are talented and smart and everyone loves you. Me? not so much. I am hated by alot of people and I'm not sure why. Im letting it get the best of me and i know i shouldnt, I want to tell you how much you mean to me, but i would be sitting her for hours, Your smile makes my stomach flutter, when i look deep into your eyes i see a bright futer,And your dimples, My god Harry you are perfect, when i see you when you hold me when you kiss me it feels like the whole wide world stops for us keep smiling babe, i love you so much,Live a long happy life,Make love to someone you truly love one day make beautiful babies, Name them after your mum or sister, I love you to the moon and back a million times'' he put it down tears falling from his eyes you were gone once he realized he was letting down loads of people he went on stage for once in about 2 weeks he wasnt prepared but he knew he had to and you wouldnt want him letting people down, So before they got on the platform to sing 'Moments' Harrry told the fans the dreadful news, " So everyone i want to say sorry for lying i was never sick i wasnt performing because.... He drifted off trying to pull himself together,He put the microphone back to his lips,"My girlfriend of 4 years passed 2 weeks ago,Y/N was in my life she was beautiful she was perfect to me she was a very strong girl she helped me through a lot of things, She was an angle sent from god above, She lost her battle to depression, and i am not going to go into details, But please say a prayer,for her and her family, My princess is on heaven Fly high babe"
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