imagine you and Zayn been dating for 5 years and a half , Zayn is on tour, he's coming back in 2 days, your so excited, your phone starts ringing and see it Zayn you smile and answer it and he says "Hey love, I'm really really sorry but I'm not coming home for a while " your smile instantly dropped and said "oh, okay" someone knocked on your door, your still on the phone with Zayn, when you opened the door it was.........Niall, "I love you so much y/n, I will always love you, your an amazing girl y/n, I will always be with you, even if it doesn't seem like it, Your the love of my life y/n , I love you so much, When we meet again I will still be in love with you," Zayn says and the he hung up, It looks like Niall has been crying, your confused, wondering why Zayn said that, Why it looks like Niall haz been crying, Is Zayn okay? he has to be I was just on the phone with him.
"y/n Are you okay?" Niall asked
"yeah, why wouldn't I be" You say
25 minutes later
your crying you can't stop crying, you just heard Zayn has killed himself, you don't know what to do, Zayns words are stuck in your head, 'I will always love you' 'I will always be with you even if it doesn't seem like it' 'when we meet again, I'll still be in love with you' You can't stop crying, when you thought you were on the phone with Zayn, you weren't it was suppose to call you at that time and say it, he did it before he commit suicide,
1 year later
your depressed, You been self harming,you don't eat much, you get hated on twitter getting blamed for Zayn, your getting told to kill yourself.. It was at the point were you wanted to just die. you couldn't take it anymore so your in the tub cutting yourself the tub was full of blood you were covered in blood, you can hear Zayn telling you to stop, your better than this.
you died. nobody found you until Liam came to your house and found you. he started crying
1 week later
you were on the news, your family, friends and the boys were missing you horribly, You parents cry everyday for you, the boys don't know what to do anymore.
*rethink about suicide, people will miss you, they love you, if it doesn't seem like it they do, People love you*
This is kind of a note to suicide and kind of a imagine..
