~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I was sitting on the swing happily, I got to see my best friend in less than five minutes and then we could go to the mall to get some new cd's and stuff. I sat there waiting, and waiting, and thirty minutes later I look up to see Jace walking out of the school with some blonde chick on his shoulder. He's smiling happily and I am outraged beyond words. He stood me up for a barbie doll!
Then, when I thought nothing in my entire world would get worse, the barbie's followers walk up and smack me across the face.
"What the hell!"
"We know your in love with Jace and you need to back off, he's Cindy's now."
"Like him! Are you kidding me! Jace is my best friend how the hell could I fall in love with him?" The barbie seargents slap me agian. When I turn to see what Jace is doing, I see him watching me in laughter, laughter!
"Don't you dare fucking touch me again or I swear to God, you will not, have a happy life at this school ever again."
"Whatever. Your fucking weird."
"Implied."
"What does that mean?" God. I forgot they were blonde.
"It means I have stuff to do and that you need to leave me alone unless you want to end up kissing the cement."
"Yeah right like a bitch like you could possibly try to make us kiss that stupid fucking gray stuff." I grabbed the barbie by her hair and threw her to the ground. Then I did the same thing to the other one.
"Now, tell me your sorry."
"We're sorry.................." They groaned in pain. I feel satisfied with myself. Hell, I feel good!
"Thank you. Now leave me alone." I started to walk away and I turned around to face Jace. His smile dropped and he even seemed scared. I put a smile on my face even though I was hurting inside. I was way to confident in myself right now. I strutted toward my house away from the school when I heard footsteps behind me. "Ready for more I see." I turned around just in time to see Jace's fist connect with my face.
"You bitch! What the hell was that about! All they did was tell you that I was dating Cindy and you fucking kicked their asses! What the hell is your problem!!?"
"You Jace. Your my problem. Stay out of my life."
"Alison wait." I turned around to face him again with tears rolling down my cheeks.
"No. I've been your best friend for fourtteen years, and now I'm a piece of shit that you can just punch in the face. You need to leave me alone Jace."
"Ali wait!"
"What for fucks sake do you want now?"
"I like you Ali. As more than a friend. But I didn't want to tell you because I thought it would ruin our friendship."
"Get over yourself Jace! I hate you! You might as well hate me too because that's never going to happen!"
"Ali.........."
"Leave me alone." I ran home as fast as I could and since I love to run that wasn't much of a problem. The door wasn't opening so I just kicked it in. I still to this day have no idea how I did that.
"I hate you Jace. I hate you with every inch of my heart." I took out a picture I had of him that I took only a few days ago. The picture fit perfectly in my dart board and it looked even better with holes in his eyes, nose, mouth and entire face in general.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Flashback over~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Ali I had no idea. I didn't even remember half of that to be honest."
"Jace I think you need to go."
"Ali. Please. Let me talk to you about this."
"What is there to talk about? You broke my heart two years ago and I hated everything about you ever since."
"Ali, I never got to talk to you. You left me in the middle of the street wondering what the hell I could have done to make you that angry."
"You punched me Jace! You threw your fist, and it hit my face! Did that make you happier? Then you continued to pull pranks on me and humiliate me in front of everyone! That's when I decided to make a comeback! I started dressing better, treating people like shit, and forgot about you all together. And now that your life is falling apart, you want me back! WHAT THE HELL DO I SAY TO THAT JACE!"
Jace brought his lips to mine and that shut me up instantly. Why the hell does this feel so right? He traced his tongue across my lips and I opened my mouth instantly. He bit at my bottom lip and I moaned in the back of my throat. He smiled against my lips and I brought him closer. I intertwined my hands in his hair and he pulled back from me.
"Ali, I didn't mean to punch you. And no it didn't make me happier. I avoided my parents for weeks because they kept asking me why you weren't coming over. I tried to call you but you always ignored my calls, and don't tell me your phone was dead! Because it rang before I got voicemail. I thought that Cindy was The One but I realized that she was just using me to get her boyfriend back. Bitch. I hated what I did to you and I made myself forget it because I thought I wasn't supposed to cry. I felt like shit and I stopped going to school. I finally started showing up again Sophmore year and......
"Why did you tell me you liked me? That bugged me ever since you said it."
"Wait a minute Alley-cat. Back to what I was saying. I finally started showing up again Sophmore year and I changed. I went into this depression and my parents were really worried. I went all punk-rock and learned to skate. I chose a hot pink board, you know, the one you can't stand, because it was your favorite color. The reason I said I liked you was because I did. And watching you run away from me was the hardest thing I've ever done. It killed me to not have you with me and you better promise me that will never happen again."
I was shocked. My former best friend just answered every question I had in the last three years. He made me feel like I was ready to live again. And now I feel like shit. I hated that board and the only reason he had it was because of me. I can't take this anymore. I need to tell him. I need to tell him. I have to be strong and I have to tell him. I. Have. To. Tell. Him.
"Jace?"
"Yeah Alley-cat?"
"It killed me too. "
"Then promise me, it won't happen again."
"I want to, but I can't Jace. I hated everything you did to me and all of a sudden out of nowhere you want me back. I can't promise that I won't leave you again because I can't control your actions."
"Just tell me you wont end up hating me all over again?"
"As long as your being fair and reasonable, I won't leave again. Deal?"
"Deal. Now one more thing."
"What is that?"
"Will you, Alison, be my girlfriend?"
"Hmmmmmm. I don't know........."
"Ali!"
"I mean, I can kiss you whenever I want, I get to get all the other guys at school of my back, and I get my best friend back too. I really don't see any good in that. I've made a lot of mistakes with you." I smiled and pulled Jace closer to me again. "But who am I to learn?" I brought my lips crashing onto his again and he wrapped his hands around my waist. Did I mention we were still on the couch? In my living room? Watching Agent Callen get shot by a Russian spy? I pushed Jace off of me and screamed at the tv.
"Callen! Stay awake! Don't go towards the light!" Jace was laughing beside me and I shot him a glare. "It's not funny. Callen was just shot by that bitch." That only made him laugh harder. Stupid boys. They don't understand anything.
