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Yeo Jin POV
I didn't believe I broke up with him.
But to be honest, to be really really honest.. my heart felt lighter. He's too perfect for me, I didn't deserve him. I felt like a heavy weight had just lifted off my shoulders. Weird, huh?
During the whole classes I kept trying to focus on the lessons but I couldn't help but feel guilty. Did I hurt him?
I kept stealing glances at Hyun who was 2 rows behind me and every time we accidentally made an eye contact, I gave him an awkward smile. I felt like a creep!
When we were finally dismissed, I went home with a blank feeling. After a break up, I felt nothing. Shouldn't I be curling up in a blanket and cry all day right now? But I wasn't doing that. I felt.. somehow relieved.
Maybe I moved on way too fast.
Gosh you're merciless, Choi Yeo Jin.
I was just chilling on my bed. Sehun hadn't come home yet, maybe he was at SM. Kyungsoo told me that they will be releasing a winter album for Christmas! Is it weird if I say that I'm excited?
I suddenly had an urge to text Hyun because I couldn't stand seeing us so awkward. I took my phone on the mattress and typed;
Hi, are you okay? Please don't hate me or I'll kill myself. I mean I'm not gonna really do that lol but-- You're just too perfect for a girl like me. I don't deserve you. There's so many girls out there who are way better than I am. Let's just be friends?
I hesitated to send it because it seemed a little overreacting. I erased all the messages and bit my lip.
To; Hyun😁
Hi Hyun. I'm sorry for what had happened today. I just had to do all that. I think we're better off friends, right? :)
I pressed send and took a deep breath. Looking back at the text, I facepalmed myself. What the hell did I just write? I think that the last sentence would just hurt him more.
Ha, typical pabo Yeo Jin.
A few minutes later, a new message came in.
From; Hyun😁
Hi Yeo Jin. It's alright, I understand. It must have been hard for you to accept all that had happened last night and I forgot to tell you that I'm sorry. Sorry for hurting you and for not taking good care of you when I was your boyfriend. Stupid me, huh? Let's just be friends.. Right.
What a long text that was. He must have felt so much burden. And I could also sense that he hadn't fully let go of me yet..
To; Hyun😁
Thanks for understanding my situation, Hyun! Let's not be awkward anymore ok? I hate seeing us like this D; And no, you're not stewpit. ok another lame joke is2g
I tried to lighten up the conversation a bit but my jokes are always lame so I didn't think it would work, like literally.
From; Hyun😁
No problem.. at all. :) Alright. Let's just act like nothing had ever happened between us. Just friends. And LOL, nice catch there! ;)
Act like nothing had ever happened between us? Ouch, that hurt.
And the 'LOL' seemed like it was fake too.
