Chapter 45 [2/2]

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If you forget how the story goes already then you should read the previous chapter xD

Chapter 45, [Finale Chapter 2/2]

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Author POV

When Yeo Jin got home, she immediately went upstairs and got into her room, holding back her tears.

He left her, he left her, he left her, he left her. That sentence kept ringing inside her head.

Her heart aches, but she couldn't cry. No, she shouldn't cry.

Why? Because she thinks that there's no point in crying. Crying won't be able to turn back time, it won't even heal her broken heart.

She sat down on a couch near the window. It was raining and the sky was gloomy, just like her heart.

Jieun said she wanted to stay with Yeo Jin at her house until she gets better, but she rejected her offer and told her she needed some time alone. Some time alone to think back all that had happened, and all that will happen.

Yeo Jin looked outside the window, and remembered about the book she saw on the desk earlier. She walked towards the desk and grabbed the book, sitting down on the couch again.

She took a deep breath, and closed her eyes as she flipped the book open. She opened her eyes and the first thing she saw was a picture of her, sleeping soundly on the bed. There was something written below.

'To my love, my light, my happiness, Choi Yeo Jin.'

She bit her lip and held back the tears. Just seeing his handwriting made her miss him more.

The second page, another picture was glued to it, the polaroid of them together in the train.

'When you read this, you must've realized that I'm already gone by your side. I'm sorry to leave you like this, without even telling you about it.'

A single tear dropped on the page of paper, making it wet. She turned to the next page, and saw a picture of their collage when they were at the bubbletea cafe in Busan.

'I am writing this while you're  asleep. I am writing this, after putting you to bed. I am writing this, while thinking of you.'

That time, Yeo Jin couldn't hold it in anymore. She let out her cries, sobs and everything that she'd held captive inside her heart.

I'd told you everything that I needed to tell you tonight, but I'm pretty sure you couldn't remember a single thing tomorrow. I changed your clothes when we got home, but I swear I didn't look. Aunt Haemin helped me too.

She chuckled by herself, sniffing her nose when she read his last two sentences. She went through the next page and there wasn't any picture, but there was a long message.

You see, I love you more than anything else. I love you more than a kid who loves his ice cream, more than the depths of the ocean, and more than the width of the sky. I just really love you.

I couldn't say anything when SM told me that we'd be leaving to China, just the next day after our graduation day. They told me about this long ago, even before I met you but I never knew it would be this complicated.

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