He's not that Possessive

Chapter 8

The fresh air of Cebu makes me wanna live and stay here for good. I wanna build a house and have my own family with Jordan as my wife.

I just arrived at the Mactan airport. I am waiting for our driver to fetch me. We have actually five mansions here in the Philippines. 1 in Manila, 3 in Cebu and 1 in GenSan. I want to have Jordan in my arms now. I want to tell her that I love her so much. I don't ever wanna lose her. Oh my shit! I am having a boner. Just thinking about Jordan sleeping next to me after our love making turns me on. Bigtime! It's just so emberassing because I am wearing a fucking skinny jeans that my buldge is already freakin evident. This is all Jordan's fault for being so beautiful. Double shit! I can't stop thinking about making love with her and having little Jordan and little me running around our house in the future. I know it's too early to talk about this kind of stuffs but I just can't help it. My thoughts were interrupted when a car stopped in front of me. I stared at it for a while but still didn't recognized it until Manong Pedro went out of the car. I grinned before running to him.

"Manong!! how are you?"

"Hala anak! kadugay nato wa mag kita uy! dako na kaau ka!"
(oh my god son! we have not seen each other for so long. You've grown up so well)

"oh manong! I'm sorry but I can't understand bisaya anymore"

"I'm sorry dong, hehehe" he apologized and did the peace sign with a toothy grin

We went inside the car after I helped manong put my luggages on the car. I rested my head on the window and looked outside. I was about to fall asleep when I saw a familiar figure walking with a guy. When I realized who it was, I felt the sides of my eyes heat up.

I feel betrayed, cheated and hurt but I remember that I have no right about feeling these things and that's what hurts me most. I stopped myself from crying in front of manong. I just waited until we arrive at home and when we did. I directly went inside the house not caring if I knocked something over. When I reached my room I stayed silent and felt tears streaming down my face. I feel useless because I can't do something about how I feel.

My mind says to just let go of the past and find someone better but my heart tells me to hold on and wait for the right time.

"AHHH!!"

I don't know what to do anymore! I want to do something but I don't know what. It's so frustrating! I really have to move fast now. Time is gold. I know that I asked Jordan to be my girlfriend because I wanted to change her but later did I know I was the who changed for her. I became the better version of me because of her. I want to let her go because I don't wanna feel this way.

Tears just kept running down my cheeks and I don't care at all. I love her and I am gonna get her by hook or crook.

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Long time no see! hahaha more updates to come next week.