I have been staying in my room for the whole day. The scenes from yesterday keeps on repeating on my mind and it makes me wanna die but Jordan's reason made me hope.
"Why the fuck make me suffer? Do you really love seeing me hurt and vulnerable?"
"No John! I don't want to make you suffer. I didn't want us to break up okay?! I loved you and will always love you. If you think that I am happy with my life right now then you are so wrong. I feel so incomplete without me hearing your voice. I just wanna be right by your side and hug you tight and just stay for as long as I want but I can't, I just can't right now."
"Why Jordan? Why? Why did you break up with me then? I am also incomplete without you. I can't sleep properly at night because I keep thinking about you."
"My dad told me to break up with you. He found out that I have a boyfriend already. He found out that I have you. I love you so much but i just needed to do it. I can't disobey him. I do not have the courage to do so"
"You did not fight for us!! Jordan! You should have fought for us! I would have stayed by you!! If you needed me then you should have called and told me you had these kind of problem with your dad!! I woukdIhave helped you explain God damnit !! "
"I'm so sorry John I know I should have told you but fear ate me. I was afraid that they will cut our communication completely and I can't risk that! Please understand me."
I didn't notice that I was spacing out until I heard my phone ringing. When my dad's name appeared I answered lazily.
"Hey dad" I greeted him lifelessly.
Dad chuckled upon hearing me."I can sense that you are not in the mood to talk so I am just gonna inform you that you will start school tomorrow. "
"Thanks dad, bye" I ended the call then stared at the ceiling while a grin slowly creeps into my lips. I would be seeing her tomorrow and I am gonna do all the things that i could to bring her back. Just wait for me Jordan, I'm coming baby!
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Short update! So busy these days. Thanks for reading my book
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