It took us both by surprise. It was a sulking mess and he was just there watching. He didn't even touch me, comfort me, say that it'll be okay. It was surprising to see his reaction to my state and made me realise my decision.
Earlier that day, Taehyung arrived at my apartment in which he had been doing a lot lately. We had planned to watch a movie and laze around until I had gotten an email from my professor saying he would be willing to post-pone the exam date. Even though this was a good thing, I freaked out. I had not studied for my chemistry exam nor any other subject I was taking.
A singular tear dropped down my cheek and I felt the cold, salty taste of my tears then rushing out of my eyes. I was having a internal crisis that I could not and would not get over. If I didn't pass these exams, I would have to take the course again. I would have to work more shifts and earn more money. It would be both a bore and a burden.
But Taehyung didn't realise what a crying girl meant. It had been the first time I cried in front of him and he let me down. Taehyung didn't comfort me or say that everything will be fine, instead he stayed on the couch motionless, concentrating on the movie that he wasn't even engrossed in.
I realised then, that what we had wasn't really love. Taehyung was so childish, he was actually a child. He didn't understand me like I thought he did. The only thing he did was make me feel different for a moment.
Taehyung hushed me, not harshly, he wasn't a monster. But Taehyung hushed me, cooing, I guess, yet it still made me feel like he was just hurting me.
"Taehyung."
He didn't avert his attention until the third time. Regretfully, he turned his head and looked into my red, puffy eyes which were soaked in tears. He knew.
"We need to talk."
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Space Girl - Taehyung
Fanfic{FIRST IN LUSH SERIES: I'm not a player. I just have commitment issues.} He taught her how to be the happy person she always wanted to be. How to smile, laugh and joke, he did it all. Maybe too much.
