Scripted

Jack-Rabbits

If I could scream your name into a cavern,

Just to hear the echos call back to me,

If I could hold you and feel that you existed,

That it wasn't all a dream,

No a nightmare,

Dreams never end that badly.

It was a beautiful death for a relationship,

If death holds any beauty.

I remember hearing your heartbeat,

In sync with mine,

And I remember the way you said that I was yours,

As if I were a treasure.

I remember how you'd tell me that you cared,

Not even an ounce of sweetness in your voice,

As if you were stating the cold truth.

But at this point I cannot believe you,

I cannot believe that you were real,

It was too good to be true,

Then to horrid to be true.

Everything about you was shocking,

Everything you said was a lie and I know,

Because how could a person as much of a wimp as you,

Done so many strong things?

When the people in your stories didn't even remember?

Maybe you were a fabricated thought of mine,

And you basically were,

You lied to me about everything about yourself,

The character you wrote was as fictional as jack-rabbits.

You killed me,

You completely murdered me with your words,

I didn't even get the chance to help us make it through.

I was committed,

I would've done everything to fix what was broken,

And all you wanted was to say that it could never be fixed,

Even though it could've been.

Isn't that how a committed relationship works?

Fixing the minor, broken, petty issues to eventually work towards that feeling of love again?

But immaturity was your passion,

The idea that you could care about me as much as the universe,

Constantly expanding timelessly,

As you could not care about fixing things as many the stars in the sky.

You were unfair and cruel,

You cheater,

You liar,

You stole my heart to say that you could have blood on your hands.

I could write forever about the things that I feel for you,

But all I have to say now,

Is that I regret falling for the fabricated man that you made up,

And I wish I never met the person you actually were.