You've just finished having breakfast with Cam. He rushes to the bedroom like there's no tomorrow.
You put your head on the table. Feeling as if your would is being ripped about and he's not even left yet.
You knew that you had to hold back your tears, you knew that you had to be strong.
You hear him shout "that's my all packed coconut".
You shout back "okay baby are we leaving now and if we are were are you supposed to go to meet"
"At the recruit area in Edinburgh" he says
He walks out the bedroom smiling as if nothing is happening.
You walk out with him and lock the door.
As your driving, your finding it hard to concentrate on the road.!
Looking into mid air as Cam's speaking to you.
"Sorry babe what was that" you say
"It's here babe" he says. You quickly put the brake on, parking at the side of the gate.
"Are you ready" you say. With a big smile on his face he says "yes baby girl i am, but are you
You smile and say yes
You've walked in and he's getting his bag on the truck that's leaving in 10 minutes.
He grabs you close and whispers in your ear "baby I love you and I always will, I'll miss you but I'll always be with you okay babe"
"Yes, don't ever forget about me and write to me everyday, do you promise me"
"Pinkie promise" he says smiling
"Babe I'm always a phone call away okay, and no matter what I'll never be with another man" you say, you feel tears running down your face.
"I've got to go baby, but just remember I'm madly insane about you and I love you with all my heart and soul coconut" he says
He walks away slowly. You wave as more tears come down your face.
You whisper to your self "goodbye my love" and then he disappears
