virgin ❥ jastin ~DISCONTINUED~

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JASON:

It's been a hour since justin left, Ive been sitting here thinking to myself if he would ever come back to visit me?

Nope!

he probably finds me annoying or creepy. as I only invited him in after he really just gave me my mail. hell, he should find me creepy seeing as I practically watch him all the time.

I like to call it a "peephole" even though technically it isn't one since I watch him through a window. but let's just imagine okay?

it gets kind've boring watching him after a while, but that beautiful face always keeps me interested.

he doesn't even masturbate! truly tragic really. maybe after awhile when he decides to maybe visit me I can corrupt him for a little bit.

his mind is probably full of innocent, beautiful things. not full of dirty thoughts a bastard like me would have.

After, I was tired of thinking. I looked out the window to see that Justin probably went to school. But, then I realized that it was a holiday and kids usually have off.

I then observed that no cars where parked outside where Justin lived. He's practically home alone with nothing to do or no one to talk too.

"this could be my chance" I thought.

but, wouldn't it be weird to see him two times today? I'm basically a stranger.

But, then again I don't know why I'm stressing out about this! I'm 22 years old! I should just do things with a 'fuck it'  mindset.

And that's what I was going to do.

I was gonna walk out this door. Walk straight to his house, knock on the door and wait  till he answers.

I can do this. I can do this.

is all I said under my breath. i felt panic in my chest rising the closer I got to the door. What was I gonna say? What was I gonna do? Am I gonna make a fool of myself like before?

millions of thoughts ran through my head as I rang the doorbell.

I heard the doorbell jingle and the anxiety I had got ten times worse. I started playing with the watch on my wrist  and my nike hoodie.

the door swung open and the baby was only in boxers and a hoodie. the hoodie wasn't long enough for it to overshadow his boxers but it was still adorable either way.

"Ugh. You again?" he said sounding annoyed.

"Yes. Me again!" I replied in a whiny voice. 'Look I see that your basically home alone and I wonder if we could properly hang out'. I said as I took out my hand making it a gesture for him to shake it.

"Look, Jason? I don't know what you're on but-" I walked in, cutting him off and saw that the PlayStation was on. "Can I play?" I asked. He looked like he wanted to say no but the munchkin was too nice. "Sure". He said.

He crawled on the floor and started to search for the second controller.

He finally found the sleek, black controller and handed it to me with his small hands. He sat on the couch and and laid down. His small feet bumping into my clothes.

He seemed to be completely focused on this game. "Rise of Tombraider". While I was confused and making bad decisions.

"Can I sit on your lap?" He asked. Breaking my thought process. "It's better when playing a video game you know?" He skipped over to me and sat on me.

His small figure looked very tempting. I already knew what he looked like naked, and I remember how hard I was watching him. But for now I would just have to focus on the game.

Even if I was playing scenes of myself fucking him on the couch over and over in my head.

Justin wasn't even paying attention to my lust filled eyes and tainted mind. It was like he was in La La land. He was completely clueless to the sexual desire  people had for him.

I, personally am grateful since I'm a very possessive over things that are mine. What daddy has, is what daddy always keeps.

And the virgin sitting dainty and pretty on my lap. Will be mine.