Me and Katrina have been talking a for a while now. And I'd tell her but I don't want to. I mean she's nice, but I'm not sure if I love Katrina. Don't get me wrong she's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. But I'm not sure if I actually love her. I do have feelings for her for sure though. And if I knew for sure I didn't love her how am I supposed to tell her. Because I don't want to let it out and tell her that I've had a thing with this girl for a while. And I think I want to date her. What do I say to Katrina?
Maybe I'll just tell her we've gotten an unhealthy relationship and that I can't talk to her anymore. And that I need to date this other girl to get you off my mind...how does that sound?
Anyway. This isn't even the important part. I went to the doctor yesterday. I was feeling excruciating pain in my back. And the doctor made me take a pet-scan, and they took some of my blood. They found a tumor. They are testing it today to see if it has cancer in it. I want to tell Katrina but I don't want to give her bad news after bad news.
She's a little clingy, I mean. I thought I loved her. Then I just started to realize I was just pretending. I realized I was just pretending because I knew she really meant it. And I couldn't care less if I went a day without talking it her. She also is very jealous. I have many girls that are friends. I guess that's not okay with her. I mean, one day I will admit it. She asked me what I was doing and I told her I was taking to my girl. She was very upset. It was a little to far.
The reason I haven't just stopped talking to her was because I can actually talk to her. I've told her things I've never told anyone. I just feel to comfortable with her. I can just talk to her for hours about anything.
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Ficção AdolescenteAlex and Katrina are star crossed lovers who fell in love at summer camp. They loved each other as much as they could in the number of days that they have. Missing Alex was hard, and realizing he lives in Paris and you live in Minnesota is way even...