Silent calls (L.H. fanfiction)

CHAPTER 3

AMELIA'S POV

I was in the kitchen eating breakfast with my dad. Greg and Niall were still asleep. I was silent as usual, nothing different. My eyes were swollen red and my hair into a messy bun. I did not get any sleep last night because of those stupid nightmares. I started screaming and shaking in middle of the night and dad came in running. I feel so bad for putting him through all this. I know it hurts him a lot to see his daughter in so much pain. I just want to end this, I don't want anyone to suffer because me.

"Hey honey don't cry, it's alright" dad said wiping my tears away. I didn't know I've started crying until he wiped them away.

"Shh baby it's alright don't cry we'll get out of this soon" he said and cradled me in his arms rubbing my back. I hugged him tighter and sobbed in his shirt.

After sometime I pulled away wiping my eyes. "I'm sorry, I hurt you all so much, I don't want to hurt you guys. I don't want anyone to be hurt because of me. I don't want to be a burden..." I kept on rambling using sign language but dad cut me before I could say anything else.

"Sweetie stop and breath. And never ever say that you are a burden on us because that is not true. We love you so much baby girl. I, Niall, Greg your mom we all love you more than anything else in our life. You are our little princess and whatever's happening is not your fault". He says rubbing my back with one hand and wiping the tears with another.

"But..." I said but he cut me off again.

"No princess no buts nothing is your fault. And please don't say anything like that again; I don't want to see my little baby crying. Okay sweetie?"

I just nodded my head in answer. He held me tight and started humming the tune of the song he and mum used to sing to me, Niall and Greg when we were kids and scared. They all still sing it to me. It makes me feel calm and relaxed instantly. I took deep breaths and relaxed in his arms.

After some time I was completely relaxed and completed my breakfast.

"Where's Niall and Greg?" I asked dad as I placed my plate and fork in the sink and washed them.

"What do you think?" he said and laughed a little.

I smiled knowing what he meant. They both love their precious sleep to no end.

"Why don't you go and wake them up? I have to go out for some work but I'll be home before dinner" Dad said folding the newspaper he was reading and putting it away.

"Okay I'll wake them up". I said and ran upstairs to Niall's room first.

I opened the door and saw him asleep. I went and poked his cheeks but he did not move at all. I moved and jumped on him and kept on poking his cheeks. He stirred a bit and opened one eye to look at me. I smiled at him which he returned.

He pulled me down to him and layed me next to him and cuddled. Did I tell you how much I love to cuddle with Niall and Greg? I love their cuddles. He held me close and hummed the tune of the song he wrote for me a few years back.

After a few minutes I saw Greg come in the room and stood at the door watching us cuddle. He is an amazing big brother and always looks after both of us. I held my hand for him to come and join us. He came and layed down on my other side so now I was squished in between them.

It was just like when we were young. I used to get scared because of thundering and they both gave me cuddles.

"Look at my kids". I hear dad say from where he was standing at the door.

We all looked at him and smiled. It felt so good to have my whole family near me. He took out his phone and clicked a picture of us.

"C'mon now get up I have to go out for some work but I'll be back before dinner and then we can have a family dinner". He said

We got up both Niall and Greg kissed my forehead and went to take a shower and dad kissed my forehead too and left.

I spent the whole day with Niall and Greg watching movies. Sometime during the day Emily came and joined us. Emily is my friend from school. She is the most closest to me after my family and Maddy. I wish Maddy was here today, Niall and Greg love her just like me.

Dad came home at around 6 in the evening. We all made dinner together and he brought my favourite chocolate cake for desert.

NIALL'S POV

We were all sitting in the living room eating Amy's favourite chocolate cake desert dad brought. I thought this would be the best time to ask her if she wanted to come to live with me and the lads. I looked at dad and he nodded his head understanding what I have to say.

"Hey Am's" I called at her. She looked at me with an expression showing that she was listening.

"I was thinking that if you would like to come and live with me and the lads for summer, you know as a change. It will be good for you maybe this change might help a little". She looked scared and confused. I know this is scary for her. She has never left Ireland before and she has never stayed away from home for so long.

She looked at dad as if asking for his opinion. He understood the look and said "It's your decision sweetie; no one will force you to do anything. But we all think it will be good for you. Maybe being away from all the bad memories you have here will be good."

"Yeah and at least you should give it a try and if you don't like it there you can always come back." Said Greg.

"We can try it for this summer and if you like it you can complete your high school there". I said.

She frowned her eyebrows thinking and asked me "But what about your band mates? Will they be okay with it?"

"I talked to them last night and they all love the idea. They all are really excited to have you there".

"So what do you think honey?" dad asked her.

She kept on thinking for a few minutes and finally nodded her head. It made me grin with happiness.

"Good then we can pack your bags and you both can leave in two weeks when your vacation starts" dad said. But I can clearly see in his eyes that it would kill him to stay away from her for so long but he knew that it was best for her.

After some time we all went to bed as it was really late. Greg had to go back to the university in the morning. We all said good nights and kissed and hugged Amy and went to bed. I was really excited to have my little sister with me for the entire summer. I know she will love it there. This was the first step to get our old happy princess back and I have a feeling that it will work. And with that thought I fell into deep slumber.

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