FANGIRLING [M.C] ✔

Michael

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAYYYY MICHAAEELLL omg!!!

Dear Mikey,
You're 20 now :) I can see that you've become a really wonderful boy :)
Thank you so much for being in my life :) Thank you so much for making me smile over those cute yet dumb things you do :) I know you wont see my message, you wont see this :') but it's okay! As long as I know I love you soooo much it doesn't matter if you see this or nah :')
When I realized you're turning 20 I cried.. Why? because you're growing up.. you'll eventually find a person to grow old with, and what hurts is that I know it wont be Me.. I know I love Calum but deep inside I actually love you too :') and so does billions other girls out there :'')
Please promise us you'll stay the same way.. please don't grow up..
This morning I opened my phone and shuffled the song then 'Never Be' came on.. I suddenly remembered it's 19th November and Tomorrow is your birthday I curled to the floor and cried when the part "We'll never be as young as we are now" and just now I listened to 'Wherever You Are' and I cried again by the time "You can say we'll be together some day.. But nothing lasts forever and nothing stays the same"
:') Nothing ever stays the same so live in the moment.. Make the most out of it :) you'll never know when you'll get an oportunity to have that moment happen again..

So Happy 20th Birthday Kitten :) ILYSM :)

much love,
xxTia a.k.a. ( OA LINE CALUM)

Haah, jan pada baper yak
Apalagi yang ga nonton pepsos bulan depan

Gue juga.

Huaaaah

Anjir, padahal mah pen banget ketemu calon imam gue yang lagi nyari duit, eh gak nonton.

Taoi gapapalah ya
Dirumah kan ketemu

Iya ketemu

Ketemu di mimpi

:':':'