I.S.O.L.A.T.E.D This isn't Over!

I.S.O.L.A.T.O.N ~Anonymous~

A few minutes after our cute moment, my phone vibrates on my end desk, once again, a number I was unfamiliar with. Prince looked at me and reached over for my phone, i hurried and snatched the phone "No!" i say backing away , holding the phone to my chest. "Avanna what the hell!? who is calling you, to the point were you have to hide it from me?" I get shooken up by the way he yelled at me. The phone stopped ringing, and we looked at each other. I gulped as he looked at me with sadness "Seriously Avanna? is this for real? are we going to play this guessing game?" he says walking up in my space. "Prince please listen to me! it's not what it looks like, okay! i know how it looks" I say backing into the wall as the phone rang again. He looked at it as he snatched the phone, and answered it without thinking "Alright! whoever the fuck this is! stop calling this phone!" he said out of anger. "Prince" i said.. in a scared voice. 

I have never seen him so angry before. "Be aware Nigga we coming after you el chapo! yeah boy!. don't let us catch you, or your girl in the street! it's done!" he said as the phone went busy and hung up. He gripped the phone and tossed it at the mirror, breaking my mirror, and i screamed loudly. "Jacob! stop!" He walked to me and grabbed my arm "You knew about this?! and you didn't want to tell me!" he said. "Prince you're hurting me!!" i say as i hold my arm and snatch away. We look at each other in dead silence, no words , just heavy breathing. I was so afraid, i didn't want to say anything. "Avanna, i thought you were better than this! you would never hide anything from me!, now they are after me, and now, i don't know what to do!" he says in boiling rage. I began to cry "Jacob, i'm so sorry, please forgive me.. i didn't want to tell you, because i didn't want you to worry.. I was only thinking about you! please believe me!" He shook his head and stormed out the room slamming my door. I slid down my wall and held my head. He's going to leave, and what if he doesn't come back? I can't stop shaking, i'm so afraid, what if they come after him ?! and i'm not there this time?! They are really going to make sure he's dead.

I'm not really even worried about how they are after me! I just wanted him to be safe. I crawl to my bed and begin to pray to god, asking questions, and keeping Prince in my prayers. I hate it when we get like this. I don't know what to do anymore, i'm so afraid. "Avanna!! " my mom yells. I look up and run out my room and down the stairs. "Yes mommy?" I ask looking at her. "What happened? all i heard was glass breaking, and Prince just left! Did you guys get into an argument?" avoiding the fact she asked that question, he left.. he's out there! putting himself in so much danger! what do i do?! "Momma did you see where he went?" I ask sliding on my slipper booties and i dig in the clean clothes basket on the couch for my skinny ripped jeans as i snatched the keys off the wall. "No honey i didn't, where are you going!?" I look at her as tears goes down my eyes, i'll be back momma, please don't worry." I say to her. "Alright baby, please come back home, alive" she says as i hug her and walk out the door as fast as i could, and i started the car.

All i could do was think about the horrible things that might happen to him, if they catch him out on these streets! I continue to drive around and around, making sure i didn't miss an angle of the neighborhood. Nothing, i was so dumbfounded. I didn't know whether to be upset with him, or just stop looking for him. I stopped my car and screamed hitting the wheel of my car, i was over it. Soon after is started to pour down rain, and i started my car again, and drove home. Of course i was concerned about him, But... he did this to himself, no one told him to leave but him.

I pulled up into my drive way, and i sat there. I tried calling him, but no answer. I huffed out and went inside my house, locking the door. "Avanna, you know he's here" my mom said. I looked at her and rolled my eyes "thanks momma" I said as i took of my booties and ran to my room slamming my door.  So make me suffer like this, fine. You wanna play games, fine.. let the games begin.